invented?”
OH
Dad loves answering questions
about history.
He sets down his wrench.
“Da Vinci sketched a bike
in 1490,” he tells me.
I brighten. “Ah, so there
were
bikes in Emily Dickinson’s time.”
“Well,” Dad says, “the da Vinci sketch
stayed in his notebook. But there were
bikes in Emily’s day.”
“Yippee!”
Dad goes on. “They were called
boneshakers.
They had huge front wheels.
A person mounted the bike like a horse.”
“Wow!”
“One thing, though.”
“What?”
“Only men rode boneshakers.”
“Oh.”
NICE DRESS
Mr. Kim comes
up our driveway.
He must be having
lawn-mower problems again.
Before I can scoot away,
he says,
“Hi, Suzy. Nice dress.”
I keep walking.
“Are you in
some kind of show?”
he calls.
I go into the house.
I shut the back door.
Hard.
DAD’S MAD AT ME
When Mr. Kim leaves,
Dad comes up to my room.
“You were rude to Mr. Kim,
Suzy.”
“I’m not that name,” I say.
“Mr. Kim doesn’t know a thing about
this phase of yours,” Dad says.
“It’s not a phase. I’m being Emily.”
“Well, your Emily may have been eccentric,
but she wasn’t rude.”
I want to say: How would you know?
You weren’t there.
But I don’t.
Dad leaves.
He closes the door,
not so gently.
I throw my pillow
against the wall.
SEWING
I mope in my room
for an hour.
No calls.
No notes.
No visitors.
Not even Parker.
I give a sigh.
I check Emily’s list:
Sew
.
Yikes!
I haven’t sewn
since I was six
when Grandma Quinn
from Oregon
helped me make
a pot holder
for Mom.
Then I remember—
my favorite
Phillies shirt
has a rip in the seam.
I was going to ask Mom
to fix it for me
before I turned myself
into Emily,
who only wears
white dresses.
Still—it’s something to sew.
I dig it out of the dresser:
my Phillies shirt.
I almost get weepy—
a relic from
my other life.
I rub it against my cheek.
NO MORE TICKLE MONSTER
It’s almost dark.
Mom comes upstairs.
She tells me that she and Dad
are going over to Mrs. Harden’s
to fix a leak in her kitchen.
I’m in charge of Parker.
I make sure he gets into his pj’s
and brushes his teeth.
I ask if he’d like me to
read him a story.
“No,” he says. “I want Tickle Monster.”
“Then good night,” I say.
Parker wails. “I want Tickle Monster!”
“Good night,” I say again.
“It’s not
good
,“ he sniffles.
“It’s a
poopy
night and it’s all
your
fault!”
ANOTHER DAY AS EMILY
I wake up thinking about
Tween Time
and wonder if Alison
will go without me.
She only joined
in the first place
because I coaxed her.
Whatever.
Who cares.
Dad is acting
mostly normal.
Not mad like yesterday.
I ask him if he’ll deliver
a letter to Ms. Mott
on his way to work.
He says yes.
But he doesn’t tweak my cheek
or try to tell me some
post-office trivia
from back in the day.
Who cares.
I check the porch basket.
No letters for me.
I hear Gilbert whistling
as he passes my house.
Parker is going
with Franky and
his family
to the pretzel factory.
Who cares.
THANKS FOR ASKING
I feed Carlo.
I make my bed.
I sit by the window
and look out.
Then back to Emily’s list:
Care for sick mother
.
Mom is sitting
at the kitchen table
with her coffee
and her nose in a book.
“How are you feeling today?”
I ask.
She looks up. “I’m fine. But
thanks for asking.”
“You look a little pale,” I tell her.
She smiles. “No makeup yet.”
“How about a nice cup of tea
to perk you up?” I say.
Mom lifts her coffee mug. “I’ve got this.”
“Are your shoulders stiff?” I ask.
“Would you like a shoulder massage?”
“Can I take a rain check on that?” Mom asks.
“As soon as I finish this page
I have to call Dr. Ellis.”
“Sure,” I say.
“Great,” says Mom.
I pat her on the back.
“Feel better soon.”
And I head to my room.
NOT SURPRISING
Emily Dickinson seemed
Stephen Solomita
Donna McDonald
Thomas S. Flowers
Andi Marquette
Jules Deplume
Thomas Mcguane
Libby Robare
Gary Amdahl
Catherine Nelson
Lori Wilde