Alone and Not Alone

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it.
    You can keep it or pass it on,
    but it’s a good idea to keep a small portion
    for those nights when you’re feeling so good
    you forget you’re human. Then drudge it up
    and float down from the ceiling
    that is covered with stars that glow in the dark
    for the sole purpose of being beautiful for you,
    and as you sink their beauty dims and goes out—
    I mean it flies out the nearest door or window,
    its whoosh raising the hair on your forearms.
    If only your arms were green, you could have two small lawns!
    But your arms are just there and you are kaput.
    It’s all your fault, anyway, and it always has been—
    the kind word you thought of saying but didn’t,
    the appalling decline of human decency, global warming,
    thermonuclear nightmares, your own small cowardice,
    your stupid idea that you would live forever—
    all
tua culpa
. John Phillip Sousa
    invented the sousaphone, which is also your fault.
    Its notes resound like monstrous ricochets.

    But when you wake up, your body
    seems to fit fairly well, like a tailored suit,
    and you don’t look too bad in the mirror.
    Hi there, feller!
    Old feller, young feller, who cares?
    Whoever it was who felt guilty last night,
    to hell with him. That was then.

The Young Cougar

    The doors swing open and in walks a young cougar wearing white shoes and light-blue socks, come to help his father. “Where do we put this in the registry?” one servant asks another. Or
they
were wearing the shoes and socks.

Radio in the Distance

    for Yvonne Jacquette

    Beneath the earth covered with men
    with snow atop their heads, down
    to where it is dark and deep, to where
    the big black vibrating blob of wobble
    is humming its one and only note, I lie,
    orange hair not in the idea of diagonal,
    a Betty not composed of vertical fish
    or dog with grid-mark cancellations,
    but easy as an orchestra of toy atoms
    lazy with buzz and fizzle in their drift
    as if above this late and lost Manhattan
    spread out like a diagram of what we want
    from heaven, wherever it is when we think
    we know what it is and even when it really is.

Face Value

    From a face comes a body an entire body
    and from a body everything

    but I can’t face you
    fully
    not yet
    maybe never

    and even if I did or thought I did
    how would I know

    How would I know
    what face value is

    From a face comes face value
    and from face value a lot of baling wire
    â€”the face scribbled over with dark coils of it

    I was born in Kentucky almost
    There were no faces there
    so I was born elsewhere
    from inside a fencepost
    to which barbed wire had been affixed
    by Frederic Remington

    The air was cool, the night calm
    and each star had a face
    like a movie star’s or someone in the family

    They too had star quality I thought

    but they had statue quality
    and then turned sideways
    like music blending into fabric and little curtains
    along the kitchen windows

    attractive kitchen windows

    Now you can sit down at this table
    and look me square in the eye
    and tell me what you’ve been wanting to
    or you can stand up like a photograph on a piano
    and sing to me
    a song that has no words or music

    Which is it? —But

    a heavy magnetic force pulls you to the wall
    and holds you there

    As soon as you get used to it
    it lets you go

    for a while

    and then
your
heavy magnetic force pulls the wall to
you
    and you walk around with a wall stuck to your side
    The Wall of Forgetting
    it’s called

    but it’s not a wall it’s a mirror
    that picks your face up off the floor
    and whirls it onto a head
    that has gone on without you

The Plank and the Screw

    There
is
one thing.

    In a fishing village on the coast of Norway
    an idea came forth and spread
    over the country and from there
    to the rest of the world, namely
    that floating inside the sun was its power source:
    a plank and a screw
    that had come loose from it,
    and as long as they floated around,
    never far one from the

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