than that for me to tire of your love-bites!â
Inside that sorrow-laden car, I wanted to confess this epiphany to her â that it was vital that together we form a wall of steel against the disaster that was threatening to engulf our family. But immediately the words had formed in my mind, they seemed ridiculous and with an aching heart, I stifled the urge.
She was twisting her handkerchief around her fingers.
âHe⦠He rang me again. He said heâd kill her if⦠What are we going to do, Aziz?â
Meriem interpreted my silence as a reproach. She averted her eyes towards the windscreen.
âIâve been trying to tell myself since this morning that Iâm going to be no use to my daughter if I keep crying. I stop crying, I think Iâve summoned up enough courage, and then⦠this bastard calls and whispers into my ear that heâll cut Sheheraâs head off if he feels like itâ¦â
I made no move to console her: I was too scared that my body might disintegrate if our two despairs should touch.
She jumped as if sheâd just been bitten by a poisonous animal.
âOh no⦠not again⦠the phone! Your phone!â
I read the inevitable âCaller unknownâ message on the screen before raising it cautiously to my ear. With dark irony, I thought that I would have handled radioactive material the same way.
âWhere are you?â
âIn the car with my wife.â
âDid you convince the police?â
âYes⦠I think so.â
âAll right, letâs move on to more serious matters. Get out of your car now. If youâre driving, pull over.â
I did as he said, asking Meriem to wait for me inside the vehicle. The tension was exhausting me; for a second I felt like an athlete sentenced to run the hundred metres over and over again under pain of death. The memory of a cigarette tickled my tongue. With an intense feeling of nostalgia, I thought, âAh, a drag of some nice pungent grey tobacco and Iâd cope with this betterâ¦â Itâd been ten years since Iâd stubbed out my last fag butt. I promised myself that I would treat myself to a packet of unfiltered cigarettes before the morning was out. A second train of thoughts, just as out of place as the first, had wormed its way into my brain.
The voice, terribly familiar now, brought me back to my surroundings. I tensed my muscles to ward off goose pimples. I also recognised, somewhere in the background of my sensations, an urge to vomit after another fit of panic.
âWhat Iâm about to ask you is strictly between the two of us. Even your wife mustnât suspect anything. Thereâs no one next to you? No cheating â that would have disastrous consequences for you know who!â
âNo, thereâs nobody. My wifeâs in the car. How is my daughter?â
âFine. Now, our deal is simple, Aziz: she will be fine as long as you obey me. Any pranks and â she croaks! Now, open your ears wide and keep calm. Are you calm?â
The manâs inflexion had changed: more excited, with a hint of â how would you say? â childish enjoyment. It was this cheerfulness that made me feel with awful certainty that the worst was yet to come.
âIâm calm.â
âDo you have enough imagination, Aziz?â
âWhatâs imagination got to do with it?â
âYouâll need some, because youâre going to have to kill someone for me.â
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âK ill someone for you? Are you mad?â
There followed a few seconds of silence â enough time for me to bite my lip at my own stupidity: I had mentioned madness to a madman! Something slimy slithered into my mind: Hey! Donât act so surprised. Everythingâs been mad since yesterday. Why would what this guyâs asking you to do be any less mad? I raised my eyes to the skies in search of help; the blanket of cloud, impassive as ever, looked like a
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