why he did not want to feel; it was clearly dangerous.
âYes,â he said.
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DAN NOTICED FORREST SANDERS, THE aging Boy Scout, puttering around his garden in the evening. Forrest lifted a hand in greeting but did not have time to talk. Dan wanted to talk to him privately in the Boy Scout office; his desire to belong to something, to be welcomed into this seemingly happy group, felt too precious to reveal across the wire fence. He noticed when Forrest gunned his pickup truck and drove off wearing his Scout uniform: It appeared to be Mondays. The next Monday, Dan waited a few minutes, got into his car, and followed him.
He reached the office at 8:00 AM, when it opened. He stood for a moment, gazing at the building. The sign outside the building said: TODAYâS WORDS: SCOUTS LIVE UP TO THEM! BRAVE CHEERFUL CLEAN REVERENT OBEDIENT
Forrest was restocking Scout navy caps on a shelf. He looked up.
âHowdy, neighbor,â he said. âUp early.â
âEarly to bed, early to rise,â said Dan, which was the sort of thing he imagined Forrest might like to hear. He looked around the room; the Scout items, in their outdoorsy innocence, seemed to be mocking him.
âHowâs your boy?â
âWanted to see if I could enroll him. And to see if I could apply to be a troop assistant leader. If you need one.â He heard himself make this offer and was suddenly afraid that Forrest would turn him down. Forrest grinned as though a lever had been pressed in his head.
âWhy not? Come in the back. Weâll get you the forms.â
Dan followed Forrest to the back of the store. Forrest went to a metal desk surrounded by posters. There was a poster of a Scout leader pinning a badge to a beaming boy. There was a poster with a picture of a desk and large brown shoes. It said: Fatherâs Office: Where you can fix scraped knees and hurt feelings.
âYour son will never forget it,â he said, gravely. âThose moments when you stand with him, as he receives his badge, as you see the firelight on his face, as you kneel beside your boy, sharpening a stick . . . the moment he looks at you and sees you there, his father. Beside him.â He looked at him. âWhatâs your best Scout memory, Mister Dan?â
Dan rubbed his hands on his slacks. âBest memory,â he said. He leaned forward. âHard to choose, Mister, ah, Forrest. Maybe when . . .â He glanced at the posters on the walls. âWhen my father taught me to make fire. Rubbing the sticks together. In our backyard. That spark.â
âI made fire, too,â said Forrest. âI remember when a spark flew off the stick and landed on a pile of leaves. It took but a second and everything was ablaze. My poppa fell onto it and rolled. He rolled out that fire with his shoulder. One second and it was out. Let me tell you. True story.â
âSounds like a great man,â said Dan; he sensed that Forrest wanted to be admired.
âA giant. Iâm telling you.â His voice was suddenly fierce. âDonât even try to measure up. Donât even think about it.â
âI wonât,â said Dan, leaning back.
âGood,â said Forrest. His eyes were sharp and blue, taking him in. âSo. Your boyâs going to be thanking you the rest of his life for this, Mr. Dan Shine. Heâs going to be a good Southern gentleman after weâre done with him.â
âLetâs hope he can make a fire,â said Dan. âAnd put it out with his shoulder.â
âAmen,â said Forrest.
Chapter Five
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