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leftover white rice and a scrap of bread to the living room, by the window. From there, she could see the roofs of the one-story houses on their street. She could see into their yards too, the women working laundry lines and shooing their children, chickens pecking at dirt, the shovels and spades, the cows tethered to trees.
    She thought longingly of all the summer nights that she and Nana had slept on the flat roof of the kolba, looking at the moon glowing over Gul Daman, the night so hot their shirts would cling to their chests like a wet leaf to a window. She missed the winter afternoons of reading in the kolba with Mullah Faizullah, the clink of icicles falling on her roof from the trees, the crows cawing outside from snow-burdened branches.
    Alone in the house, Mariam paced restlessly, from the kitchen to the living room, up the steps to her room and down again. She ended up back in her room, doing her prayers or sitting on the bed, missing her mother, feeling nauseated and homesick.
    It was with the sun’s westward crawl that Mariam’s anxiety really ratcheted up. Her teeth rattled when she thought of the night, the time when Rasheed might at last decide to do to her what husbands did to their wives. She lay in bed, wracked with nerves, as he ate alone downstairs.
    He always stopped by her room and poked his head in.
    â€œYou can’t be sleeping already. It’s only seven. Are you awake? Answer me. Come, now.”
    He pressed on until, from the dark, Mariam said, “I’m here.”
    He slid down and sat in her doorway. From her bed, she could see his large-framed body, his long legs, the smoke swirling around his hook-nosed profile, the amber tip of his cigarette brightening and dimming.
    He told her about his day. A pair of loafers he had custom-made for the deputy foreign minister—who, Rasheed said, bought shoes only from him. An order for sandals from a Polish diplomat and his wife. He told her of the superstitions people had about shoes: that putting them on a bed invited death into the family, that a quarrel would follow if one put on the left shoe first.
    â€œUnless it was done unintentionally on a Friday,” he said. “And did you know it’s supposed to be a bad omen to tie shoes together and hang them from a nail?”
    Rasheed himself believed none of this. In his opinion, superstitions were largely a female preoccupation.
    He passed on to her things he had heard on the streets, like how the American president Richard Nixon had resigned over a scandal.
    Mariam, who had never heard of Nixon, or the scandal that had forced him to resign, did not say anything back. She waited anxiously for Rasheed to finish talking, to crush his cigarette, and take his leave. Only when she’d heard him cross the hallway, heard his door open and close, only then would the metal fist gripping her belly let go.
    Then one night he crushed his cigarette and instead of saying good night leaned against the doorway.
    â€œAre you ever going to unpack that thing?” he said, motioning with his head toward her suitcase. He crossed his arms. “I figured you might need some time. But this is absurd. A week’s gone and…Well, then, as of tomorrow morning I expect you to start behaving like a wife. Fahmidi? Is that understood?”
    Mariam’s teeth began to chatter.
    â€œI need an answer.”
    â€œYes.”
    â€œGood,” he said. “What did you think? That this is a hotel? That I’m some kind of hotelkeeper? Well, it…Oh. Oh. La illah u ilillah. What did I say about the crying? Mariam. What did I say to you about the crying?”
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    T HE NEXT MORNING, after Rasheed left for work, Mariam unpacked her clothes and put them in the dresser. She drew a pail of water from the well and, with a rag, washed the windows of her room and the windows to the living room downstairs. She swept the floors, beat the cobwebs fluttering in the corners of