songs?â
â Ja . Tell her to come on over. Iâm usually out here in the afternoon.â Bekka let out a yawn, and Katrina realized how late it was. They began putting things away, and with everything turned off, they tiptoed into the house. Once they were in bed, Katrina listened to the sounds of the night. Bekkaâs even breathing signaled she was asleep, but Katrina was now wide awake.
So many thoughts and emotions were rushing through hermindâguilt for singing, concerns for the family farm, curiosity about Mammiâs past and the money, dreams of someday becoming Cooperâs wife, worry that marriage would take her far from her familyâit was like a herd of wild horses had been set loose inside her head. Finally, she slipped out of bed and retrieved her little radio from her bag, slid in the earplug, and eventually began to feel drowsy as she listened to the comforting sounds of music from decades past.
Katrina knew that Daadi might already be asleep by now. It wasnât that church was physically tiring, since they mostly sat, but the three-hour service did make for a long morning. Then there was the social gathering afterward, along with a light lunch. By the time Daadi got home, he was usually ready for a nap, but Katrina had asked Aunt Alma to keep him awake until she got there. Now she was hurrying along the fence line with seven hundred dollars pinned inside of her camisole, where it had been since this morning before church.
Aunt Alma greeted her on the porch. âKatrina, I told Daed you wanted to take a walk with him.â
Daadi smiled as he emerged from the front room. âI would be honored to walk with you, Katrina.â
âThank you.â She linked her arm in his, and together they went down the steps. As they strolled away from the house, she made small talk about the weather and the crops. Once they were a safe distance away, she began to speak more openly. âDaadi,â she began, âI helped Aunt Alma clear away Mammiâs things.â
âJa.â He nodded. âShe told me. That seems fitting. I know I can trust you, Katrina.â
â Ja . Of course you can.â She pointed to a log bench. âDo you want to sit?â
He seemed unsure but then agreed. âYou would think after sitting all morning in church, we would be tired of sitting.â
As he eased himself down, she turned from him and unpinned the envelope of bills from her camisole. âThere were interesting things in Mammiâs box,â she told him.
âI figured there would be.â
âYou mean you didnât actually know what was in there?â
âDidnât know . . . and donât want to know.â He looked directly at her. âI donât mind that you know. Youâre like her in so many ways.â
âSo you donât want me to tell you about what was in the box?â
âThatâs right. When your mammi asked me to make her a box to put the things from her past in, she told me I could look if I wanted, but I said, âNo, thank you, everything I need to know about you is right in front of me.â So after she filled the box, she hammered the lid down tight, and that was the end of it.â
âBut you still didnât want anyone else to know about her past?â
He nodded firmly. âThatâs right. Her past was hers and hers alone. No one else needs to know.â
Katrina bit her lip.
âWell, excepting you and Alma. I donât mind that you two know.â He adjusted the brim of his straw hat to keep the afternoon sun out of his eyes. âBut donât tell your father. Your mammi never wanted Frost to know about her past. He was her only child, and I think it was her way of protecting him.â
âWhat if there was something in the box that would be useful to you?â
He looked doubtful. âUseful to me? Something that was nailed in that box all those years ago? I
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