I suggested we keep the name, but think of it as a nickname for Judas. As you can see, heâs a rather disloyal thief.â
Sera nodded sympathetically at me. âYouâll get used to them. But guard your ribbons well. Theyâre his favorite.â
Her olive branch of kindness intensified my curiosity. Why was Sera here? Why had any of them been sent to this awful school? I couldnât figure it out. Unlike me, all of these girls were beautiful. Which meant they were marriageable. There was always a gentleman willing to marry a pretty girl, as long as she was moderately well behaved and had an enticing dowry. I doubted they would be here if their families didnât have money.
My question was impertinent, but I couldnât help myself. I had to know. I turned to Jane and asked, âWhy are you here?â When she didnât answer immediately I tried to clarify. âWhat I mean to say is, why are you at Stranje House? You donât seem in need of ⦠er ⦠reforming.â I couldnât think of a way to ask that wouldnât insult her.
An emotion splashed across Janeâs face, but vanished so swiftly I couldnât identify it. Was it anger? Sadness perhaps? Or pain? She withdrew and turned stiff and formal. âAre you asking why Iâm here, instead of in London lined up against the wall at Almackâs, hunting a husband along with all the other sheep-faced little debutantes?â
She said it with such ferocity that I could only nod.
âItâs simple really. I made too much money.â
Even more confused, I shook my head. âYou mustâve misunderstood my questionââ
âNo, youâre the one who doesnât understand.â She spoke loud enough to draw the other girlsâ attention. âIâm here for the same reason all of us are here. The same reason that brought you here.â
âI doubt you burned down your fatherâs stables,â I blurted, and immediately wished I could retract the words.
âBurned it down?â Jane drew back and exchanged glances with Tess. âWell, I admit, that is a trifle unique.â The corner of her mouth quirked up. I expected her to laugh at me, or mock me. She didnât. Instead, her wry smirk developed an edge of respect. For the first time Jane seemed genuinely interested in me. Her eyebrow hooked up sharply. âSurely, you realize that the fire isnât the only reason your parents sent you away.â
Her question wormed into my mind, burrowing into dark corners I wanted left untouched. It was better not to question my parentsâ motives. Better not to dwell on their lack of affection for me. Better to never think about such things.
Ever .
But Jane waited for an answer, and the longer I hesitated the more knowing her expression became. Cruel of her to guess at their intentions. Anyway, she was wrong. I swallowed down the bile rising from my stomach. She didnât know them. She couldnât possibly know how invisible I usually was to them. No, the facts of the matter were simple. Iâd caused a problem for my parents, that was all. Iâd been a nuisance. Stranje House was simply their reaction to the fire. I refused to put any other construction on it.
I backed away and shook my head. âNo. Itâs simple. Cause and effect. I started a fire and now Iâm being punished.â
âWhat were you doing when it started?â Tess asked.
âMixing chemicals.â I answered too quickly, and awakened the worm again. It started gnawing away at my raw places. No, no, no . I pushed it away, and threw a question back at Jane, where it belonged. âWhy would anyone send you away simply because you made too much money?â
They all stared at me. The fire forgotten. Rats forgotten. Lord Rotten Ravencross forgotten.
Jane rubbed the bruise on her jaw. âYou might just as easily ask why Sera is here for drawing a picture.â
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