with the baby, heâs only six.â (Seven.) âHe sounded so sad.â (He always does to her.) âAnd the old man was sleeping.â (Thatâs what she calls him, even though heâs a year younger than she is.) âWhatâs the matter with him? Is he sick or is there something up his sleeve? He didnât even bring Gaddi a present. What sort of egotism is that? Did he bring anything for you?â
âNo. Itâs not important.â
âI knew he wouldnât, and here you are trying to get him his divorce. Is that poor crazy thing really ready to agree?â (Sheâs always made her out to be sicker than she is.) âTo think of him throwing her to the dogs like that.â (I hold the telephone away from my ear and stare out the window.) âWhy must you involve yourself in it?â (Here I canât deny she has a point.) âHe isnât paying you after all, is he? Is he?â
âNo. Why should he?â
âI knew it. So why get involved. If afterwards thereâs trouble, youâll be held responsible. Donât you have enough work in the office without looking for more? In the end thereâs bound to be bad feelings and who will he hate for it? You. Theyâll take it out on you because youâre not one of theirs, so why are you wasting your time always running to sec her? Donât you have an important trial coming up? You know, the one your career depends on, that trial youâre preparing for, that if you get that rapist acquitted ...â
âMurderer.â
âThat makes it even bigger. It will make you famous, youâll be able to open a big office. So instead of getting ready for all the questions youâll be asked you go running gratis to insane asylums. What will come of it all? Yesterday I thought Iâd go say hello to him, but all this sleeping of his scared me off. And whatâs with Yaâel? Smiling her quiet smile, Iâll bet. Didnât you once tell me that you fell in love with her because of it? Didnât you, Yisraâel?â
âI did.â
âWell, youâre free to decide what you want. Your poor father once said something deadly about that smile, something youâre not going to want to hear. Do you want to hear it?â
âNot now, mother.â
âSo Iâll see him the night of the seder then. Itâs rather strange to insist on a divorce at his age, donât you think? What does he need it for? Heâs separated from her anyway. But I suppose he wants to get married over there in America. People have no idea what sex does to old people. Your own father when he was in the hospital ... do you want to hear about it?â
âNot now, mother. Iâm in a hurry. Some other time.â
Levana enters noiselessly she puts the rag by the sink she washes her hands.
âWill you drop by today? Iâve made those meat patties that you like.â
âI donât think so. I have a crazy day today.â
âI have a delicious pie too.â
âIâm afraid I canât. What sort of pie?â
âApple.â
âWell, Iâll see. Goodbye.â
Sheâs still washing her hands.
âAre you done?â I ask gently. âYou seem to have misunderstood. I meant you should just clean the sign, not the whole street ...â
She flushes her eyes going wild.
âYou have to comment on everything!â
âWhat??â
But she doesnât answer.
âWhat??â
But she doesnât answer her head is bowed her hands twist a piece of paper sheâs actually trembling.
And Iâm already outside. Feeling hassled. Theyâve hassled the hell out of me Yaâel my mother and now this little darkie too. Just imagine if every darkie around here should start opening his mouth and saying dark things. Itâs not enough that ninety percent of them are in court all the time. They want to give us lessons in etiquette
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