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laughed.
Erin and Sasha sat on Erin’s back porch patio lost in their thoughts. After the fiasco with Skyy not too much had really been said, they were both confused. A simple ladies night turned into a screaming match. They knew lately the sisterhood felt a little different, but neither felt it had reached a breaking point. And with Jeanette not answering the phone, there was a good chance Skyy and her were on the same page.
Erin hadn’t spoken to Skyy since their last conversation. Skyy had called her practically crying because she and Deidra had had an intense argument, because Skyy wasn’t ready to come out to her family or the world. Erin told her if she was uncertain of her relationship with Deidra then what was she doing with her. She’d also called Skyy “confused” and “lost in the moment”. But she didn’t think that would set her off, or at least not like that.
Sasha interrupted her thoughts. “Erin, you hear me?”
“What you say?”
“I said Shawn has a baby.” she said in a near whisper.
Erin looked puzzled. “You’re pregnant?”
Sasha shook her head no. “He cheated on me.” She began crying. “He cheated on me and now he has a baby.”
Erin sighed and began to comfort her friend. “Aw man Sash, I’m so sorry.” Tears formed in her eyes.
Sasha continued. “I feel so stupid E. I still love him, and I’m still in love with him. But I feel so distant.” She wiped the tears from her face, with the sleeve of her jacket. They both sat in silence as the chilling October wind blew through their hair. Sasha sniffled and looked down. “What I’ma do? I forgive him, but I don’t. Every day I wake up, I despise him Erin. I wouldn’t have even found out if the idiot was smart enough to delete messages out of his phone. He has a six month old daughter.” she started bawling.
Erin hugged her. “Sash, it’s going to be ok.” She started crying too. “If you love him then work it out, but if it’s too much to bear let him go. I went back and forth with TreVell for years, and each time he told me he would change, but he never did. Yet I still believed in us. Sasha if you feel deep down in your heart he would never hurt you again, then that’s a start. But you can’t beat yourself up over his mistakes, trust me, been there done that.”
Sasha fixed her shirt. “I just feel like I played a big part in it.”
Erin wiped the tears from her eyes. “How so?”
“Erin I’ma keep it all the way real with you right now. We’ve been trying to have a baby, for what, two years now? It hasn’t happened yet. What I couldn’t give him, he got from somebody else.”
“It’s just not your time, God is waiting for that perfect moment, watch.”
Sasha leaned back in her chair and closed her eyes. “We’ll see.”
Chapter 6: Own It
Erin finished putting the cocoa butter lotion on her body, and peered into the mirror that was on the wall looking at her naked body. She turned to the side taking in her thick thighs, and slim waist. The tattoo sleeves on both her arms and the sleeve on her left leg popped with her caramel complexion. She ran her hands through her hair and made faces at the mirror. She turned around and looked back at her ass, and smirked, yea it was phat. She was proud of the transformation because she’d been working on her body for almost two years.
As her phone started ringing, she went to her dresser drawer and put an oversized t-shirt on. She picked up her iPhone and seen it was a FaceTime from
Erin and Sasha sat on Erin’s back porch patio lost in their thoughts. After the fiasco with Skyy not too much had really been said, they were both confused. A simple ladies night turned into a screaming match. They knew lately the sisterhood felt a little different, but neither felt it had reached a breaking point. And with Jeanette not answering the phone, there was a good chance Skyy and her were on the same page.
Erin hadn’t spoken to Skyy since their last conversation. Skyy had called her practically crying because she and Deidra had had an intense argument, because Skyy wasn’t ready to come out to her family or the world. Erin told her if she was uncertain of her relationship with Deidra then what was she doing with her. She’d also called Skyy “confused” and “lost in the moment”. But she didn’t think that would set her off, or at least not like that.
Sasha interrupted her thoughts. “Erin, you hear me?”
“What you say?”
“I said Shawn has a baby.” she said in a near whisper.
Erin looked puzzled. “You’re pregnant?”
Sasha shook her head no. “He cheated on me.” She began crying. “He cheated on me and now he has a baby.”
Erin sighed and began to comfort her friend. “Aw man Sash, I’m so sorry.” Tears formed in her eyes.
Sasha continued. “I feel so stupid E. I still love him, and I’m still in love with him. But I feel so distant.” She wiped the tears from her face, with the sleeve of her jacket. They both sat in silence as the chilling October wind blew through their hair. Sasha sniffled and looked down. “What I’ma do? I forgive him, but I don’t. Every day I wake up, I despise him Erin. I wouldn’t have even found out if the idiot was smart enough to delete messages out of his phone. He has a six month old daughter.” she started bawling.
Erin hugged her. “Sash, it’s going to be ok.” She started crying too. “If you love him then work it out, but if it’s too much to bear let him go. I went back and forth with TreVell for years, and each time he told me he would change, but he never did. Yet I still believed in us. Sasha if you feel deep down in your heart he would never hurt you again, then that’s a start. But you can’t beat yourself up over his mistakes, trust me, been there done that.”
Sasha fixed her shirt. “I just feel like I played a big part in it.”
Erin wiped the tears from her eyes. “How so?”
“Erin I’ma keep it all the way real with you right now. We’ve been trying to have a baby, for what, two years now? It hasn’t happened yet. What I couldn’t give him, he got from somebody else.”
“It’s just not your time, God is waiting for that perfect moment, watch.”
Sasha leaned back in her chair and closed her eyes. “We’ll see.”
Chapter 6: Own It
Erin finished putting the cocoa butter lotion on her body, and peered into the mirror that was on the wall looking at her naked body. She turned to the side taking in her thick thighs, and slim waist. The tattoo sleeves on both her arms and the sleeve on her left leg popped with her caramel complexion. She ran her hands through her hair and made faces at the mirror. She turned around and looked back at her ass, and smirked, yea it was phat. She was proud of the transformation because she’d been working on her body for almost two years.
As her phone started ringing, she went to her dresser drawer and put an oversized t-shirt on. She picked up her iPhone and seen it was a FaceTime from
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