ignored his comment and set Jennifer on her other hip, adjusting their position so they were more evenly balanced. They seemed to get heavier each day. The time would come when she wouldnât be able to carry them both at the same time.
âSo what time works best for you tomorrow?â Nate asked, stepping back, as if to give Mia some distance.
Mia mentally juggled her schedule. âThe girls nap in the afternoon, so mornings will probably work best,â she said. âThen I can take them outside with me in the stroller.â
âSure. Whatever will work for you. Or you could ask Evangeline to watch them,â Nate said, shifting his cowboy hat back straight.
Mia shook that suggestion off. âEvangeline canât do it.â
âCanât do what?â Evangeline asked as she slowly came down the stairs, leading Ella, who wore a bright pink, ruffled sundress, her fluffy sandy-colored hair pulled up into two ribbon-tied ponytails. Mia compared Ellaâs shining face and adorable outfit to her two ragamuffins. Her daughters wore oversize Onesies that had come in one of the many bags of donated clothes. Evangeline had given her what she could of Ellaâs hand-me-downs, but Ella had been dropped into Dennyâs life as a toddler and most of the clothes were still too big. All the twinsâ cute, matching clothes had been burned up in the fire.
The thought created another clench of loss. How many more times would she go through this, Mia wondered, feeling as if she was starting all over.
Though people had been helpful and generous, offering donations of furniture, bedding and household items, she didnât need much of what was offered as long as she stayed at Evangeline and Dennyâs. However, her other reality was all her memories, all her own âthingsâ were lost to her. Pictures of the children, her computer, toys she had lovingly purchased.
She shook the maudlin thoughts off. She had other things to deal with right now.
âMia is saying you canât watch the twins,â Nate was saying to Evangeline.
âOf course Iâll watch the girls,â Evangeline said, her attention on Ella as the toddler carefully navigated the last step down. âIâm not going to town until later on this morning.â
âActually, I feel more comfortable taking the girls with me,â Mia said, looking from Nate to Evangeline.
âFeeling a bit protective?â Evangeline asked with an understanding smile.
Mia nodded as she set the girls down. âAnd Iâm sorry the kitchen isnât cleaned up yet.â
âDonât be too hard on yourself,â Nate put in, stepping past her to help her gather up the plates the boys had used. âBesides, isnât cleaning a house with kids like brushing your teeth while eating a chocolate bar?â
Mia shot him a quick look, then burst out laughing.
Her resolve started to drift. âItâs your call about the girls,â he continued. âIf you take them out, youâll have to stay outside the corrals. I canât watch the boys, the horses and you.â
âThe boys?â
Nate nodded. âIf weâre doing this, we should include Josh. That way Nico doesnât feel singled out and Josh doesnât feel left out. It will seem more natural.â
âThat makes sense,â she said, seeing the wisdom in his actions. âThank you for thinking this through.â
âHey, Iâm not just a pretty face,â he said, carrying the plates to the counter.
Just then she heard the boysâ bedroom door open. As they came down the stairs Mia wanted to close her eyes in pain. Josh wore a hot pink shirt with orange flowers paired with blue plaid pants. Nico, a neon yellow T-shirt emblazoned with the name of some computer game and orange jogging pants.
âWhoa, those are cheerful clothes,â Nate said, humor threading his voice.
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