people here that was so terrible to them, they couldnât afford to trust that he would never tell anyone.â
âHe couldnât tell,â Dominic argued. âThey would know that. Not if it was confessed to him. No priest would.â
âThen maybe it wasnât confessed to him.â She would not let go of the idea. âPerhaps he found it out some other way. He knew lots of things about all sorts of people. He would have to. Heâs been here in Cottisham for ages. He must have seen a great deal.â
âWhat could possibly be worth killing over?â He was putting up a last fight against believing.
âI donât know,â she admitted.
âBut he wrote to the bishop saying he was going on holiday,â he pointed out. âSo he obviously intended to. Is that coincidence?â
âDid he?â she asked. âOr did someone else write, copying his hand? It wouldnât be too difficult, and if the bishop didnât look closely, or compare it with other letters, it would be easy enough. And plenty of people in the village could have letters or notes the Reverend Wynter had written at one time or another.â
Dominic said nothing, trudging steadily through the snow. The light was fading rapidly; the shadows under the trees were already impenetrable.
âThatâs what we have to find out,â she insisted quietly, her voice heavy with the burden of what she was thinking. She would very much rather have been able to say they should let it go, pretend they had never known, but it would be a lie that would grow sharper all the time, like a blister on the tender skin of oneâs feet. âChrist was kind; He forgave,â she went on. âBut He never moderated the truth to make people like Him, or pretended that something was all right when it wasnât, because that would be easier. I think the Reverend Wynter was killed for something he knew. What do you think, really?â She took a deep breath and let it out slowly. âIâll do whatever you decide.â That was so difficult for her to say.
He gave an almost jerky little laugh. âYou canât do that, Clarice. Youâd grow to hate me. I think he was probably killed. Either way, I canât pretend I donât know. The Reverend Wynter deserves better; and if someone did kill him, then they deserve better, too. They need justice more than he does. Justice heals in the end, if you allow it to.â He walked a few more yards in silence. âI suppose we need to find out what he knew, and about whom.â
A wave of relief swept over her. âWeâll begin in the village,â she said. âWe canât get out of it now anyway.â
âWhom do we trust?â he asked, glancing at her quickly.
âNo one,â she said simply. âWe canât afford to. We have no idea who it was.â
They spent a long, quiet evening by the fire. Neither of them talked very much, but it was one of the most companionable times she could remember, despite the ugly task that awaited them the following days. The fire crackled and the coals grew yellow hot in the heart of it. The snow deepened in blanketing silence outside, except for the occasional
whoosh
as it grew too heavy on the steep roof and slid off to the ground. There was nothing to discussâthey were in agreement.
Sunday morning was awful. Dominic was so anxious, he barely spoke to her as he ate breakfast before church. He picked up books and put them down again, found quotes, then discarded them. One minute he wanted to be daring, challenge people to new thought; the next to be gentle, to reassure them in all the old beliefs, comfort the wounds of loneliness and misunderstanding, and say nothing that might awaken troubling ideas or demand any change.
A dozen times Clarice drew in her breath to say that he had no time, in three short weeks, to stay within safe bounds. No one would listen; certainly no one
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