p.m.
Study Hall
This day has continued to go shockingly well. This morning, all of my teachers let us have Valentineâs celebrations in class. Mrs. Thompson even brought in pink glazed doughnuts and gave each of us cards that said You light my Bunsen burner. It was weirdâand maybe slightly inappropriateâbut still, it was sweet of her to try.
At lunch, Brynn was in the newsroom putting the âfinishing touchesâ on her article, which meant I got to eat lunch alone with Billy. âSo, are you ready for the dance tonight?â he asked. He bumped my shoulder with his like we used to do when we were going out.
I nodded. âWant to tell me about any of the surprises you have planned?â I looked right into Billyâs eyes as I spoke.
Billy held my gaze. âThatâs for me to know and you to find out.â
I canât wait to find out!
5:30 p.m.
Home from the community center
Being anxious about tonight because of a card is dumb.
Iâd been excited all day about the dance tonight and the possibility of what might happen with Billy, but something happened at the community center that dampened my spirits. There was no rehearsal this afternoon, just a party. Ms. Baumann brought juice and heart-shaped cookies with red and white sprinkles. Everyone on the dance team gave the girls at the community center cards weâd made. The one Iâd made for Des had a lip kiss on the front that Iâd done myself with Momâs red lipstick.
Des had made a card for me too. Sheâd drawn a picture of a sandwich and a bag of potato chips on the front. I thought it was a strange image for a Valentineâs card. â I hope you get the sandwich and the chips,â it said on the inside. I shook my head at Des. âI donât mean to be dumb, but Iâm not sure I get it.â
She shrugged. âI hope you get everything you want tonight,â she said. Then she lowered her voice. âYou know, like, if it doesnât work out, I donât want you to be disappointed.â
I felt my stomach turn over. As I sat there munching cookies and sipping juice, I found myself wondering if her words were in some way weirdly prophetic. I thought about it all the way home. Bottom line: itâs stupid to worry about a strange Valentineâs card when I have a dance to get ready for.
6:43 p.m.
Dressed
But not sure Iâm ready
Not that May and June are fashion experts, but when they saw me dressed for the dance, they both said, âYou look pretty!â at the same time. They were a chorus of sameness, which usually bothers me, but tonight I liked it.
Mom called Dad to come home from the diner so he could take pictures. âYou look beautiful, sweetheart,â he said when he saw me.
Even though heâs my dad, it was nice to hear it. I just hope Billy has the same reaction. Hopefully when he sees me, heâll know for sure (I mean, hopefully he knows already) that he wants to get back together. I was so confident about it the other night when we were on the phone, but now Iâm not so sure. Desâs card kind of weirded me out. If he doesnât say something to me, I can still say something to him. That was my original plan anyway.
Not a big deal. Either way, tonight should have a happy ending.
11:17 p.m.
Happy endings donât exist
At least, not at school dances
Tonight was the most disastrous night ever.
It didnât start that way. The gym looked amazing. There were silver sparkly things hanging from the ceiling, lights everywhere, a DJ, a crepe maker, and a Dippinâ Dots cart. When I walked in, I could tell everyone was super pumped and upbeat. Brynn was already there talking to Heather, Kelly, and Julia. I walked up to their group, and Brynn gave me a huge hug. âYou look gorgeous!â she squealed.
âI love your dress!â Heather said. Kelly and Julia both nodded in agreement.
âSee!â Brynn said. âArenât
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