He quickly grabbed my arm and shoved me to the side. âAy, B, keep yoâ hands off me. I swear, I donât want to but I will beat your motherfucking ass.â He took step toward me.
âYou can try it if you want to. You know damn well you ainât man enough to try me like that. Boy, you must not love your motherfucking life. I got niggas lined up waiting for me to say the word,â I spat with venom.
âBitch, fuck you and them niggas. I bet you not one of them fuck niggas will ever say shit to me. Man, I ainât going to keep going through this shit with you.â He turned around and walked quickly through the front door.
I fell on my knees and started bawling. I popped all that shit, but I loved him. âI love you,â I yelled out. I was hoping he would turn back around and tell me that he was sorry. I waited a few minutes but nothing happened. With tears flowing and snot running out my nose, I sat on the carpet by the door. I was feeling so weak. I felt a sharp pain, like my soul had been torn apart. I wondered, did he just leave me to go see her, whoever the hell she is?
My thoughts were interrupted with the ringing of a cell phone. I quickly got up and walked to the living room. His iPhone 6 was on the coffee table and, boy, was it going off. I couldnât resist so I picked it up. The 404 number that was calling lit up the screen with the title Babe. I answered it but I was too late; the person had already hung up.
âNo. Damn you, Ant!â I yelled out as I tossed his phone on the couch. I quickly picked it back up and started browsing. I didnât know what I was going to find but I knew it wasnât going to be good. I grabbed a piece of paper and I wrote down every femaleâs number or any number that looked suspect to me. I knew some of them were friends but, fuck it, everybody was a suspect at the moment. I saw messages, but none was from this âBabe.â I took one last glance and threw the phone down.
I poured a glass of wine, turned the lights off, and walked upstairs. I was on a mission to find out who this bitch was who my nigga was referring to as Babe. I hoped that bitch was ready for some drama, because if I couldnât have him, then no one was going to have him.
I drank the wine, which triggered my emotions. I started crying again. I grabbed my phone and started dialing numbers one by one.
CHAPTER TWELVE
Tiana
Micah stormed through the door with anger plastered across his face. I had never seen him so angry before and it kind of scared me. He sat at the edge of the bed fuming with anger.
âDo you want to talk about it?â
âNah, ma, itâs my olâ dumbass baby mama. Her ass was out there fighting and shit while my fucking kids are at her mama house. I swear, T, I just want to choke that bitch for real. Iâm tired, yo.â
âCalm down, baby. I know you mad but I canât support you putting your hand on no female. I already told you, you need to take her to court to get your kids. The judge will see that you are the fit parent.â
âMa, Iâm a street nigga. I âont fuck with no fucking system. What the fuck I look like going up in their court? Sometimes I just want to off the bitch so I can have my motherfucking kids.â
I couldnât believe he was talking like that. It made me shiver inside âcause I was carrying his seed and, one day, I may have been the one he was angry with.
âMa, donât look at me like that. I love you. I would never think about doing anything to you or my seed. You just donât understand the kind of shit this bitch puts me through. Iâve been good to her, and she ainât had to work or provide a dollar. I bust my ass in them streets to provide for them. My niggas called me a fool and laughed at me, âcause they said I was wifing a whore. Ainât none of that matter. I really loved her, T,â he cried.
I felt so bad because he was