ensured that Cameron thought she was a fruitcake.
Instead, as if unconcerned whether she made any sense or not, he ambled past her, squeezing her shoulder momentarily when he passed by. And then started snooping. Poking at her pots and plants. Sniffing. Tasting. Literally tasting.
How could she help but be diverted? âYou usually eat dirt?â
âYeah. Iâve tried every fancy chemical test known to man, but sometimes the senses seem to tell the most important truth. A tasteâll tell me if the soil is highly acid or not.â He moved on, doing more poking, more smelling, more snooping. âThese are more of your lavender experiments?â
âNot just lavender.â Because she was still feeling emotionally shaky, her tongue seemed to get loose. Not that her tongue needed an excuse to talk incessantly, but this time there was an actual reason. âOriginally when I came home after the divorce, I didnât know what I wanted to do. Mom and Dad had retired south. This house was just left available for family. Dad wasnât ready to do anything else with it, thinking one of us girls could still want to live here. So it was perfect for me to move intoâ¦and I didnât have to rush getting a job, because Iâd received a big settlement from the divorce. Partly there was a lot of money because he wanted the matrimonial house himself, and I didnât, so I got that share. But whatever. I thought of that settlement as guilt money.â
âAnd was it?â
âYeah. Big guilt on his part. But the point was, I came here and suddenly started remembering being a kid, trailing after my mom, all the pleasure we got out of growing things. Long term, I didnât have any idea what I was going to do for a career, but for a couple years the Herb Haven just hit me as right. A divorce is likeâ¦destroying something, you know?So I wanted to create something. Grow things. Do something purposefully constructive instead of destructive.â
âYouâve got more than a green thumb,â Cameron remarked.
âYeah. Itâs kind of a joke in the family. Everything I touch seems to reproduce tenfold.â Again she felt a round of tears threatening. âCome on,â she said briskly. âIâll show you the lavender.â
âFirst, I have to make you breakfast.â
âPardon?â
âBreakfast. You havenât had any. I havenât had any. And since you put me up, Iâm cooking.â
He made her crepes with blueberries. She sat at the table, lazy as a slug, letting him wait on her. It was another of the behaviors sheâd taken up after Simpsonânot kowtowing to men; acting like a spoiled princess. All normal menâcertainly all Vermont menâsteered way clear of an obviously high-maintenance woman, but Cameronâ¦he just didnât seem to be normal.
If he remembered those potent kisses from the night beforeâor if they meant anything to himâhe never let on.
If he found anything odd in a woman wearing dangling marquisite earrings and a patchwork jacket and rubber boots and uncombed hair, he never let on about that, either.
âIâm going to need a place to set up a minilab. IfI wonât be in your way, I could use the potting room in your greenhouseâthe old greenhouse we were in this morning. It seems perfect. Itâs got a sink and a longer counter for a work space, exactly what I need.â
âItâll be too hot there,â she said.
âIâm not afraid of heat.â
âYouâll get interruptedââ
âI can work around noise and interruptions.â
âThereâs no comfortable chair. I canât make it into any kind of good working environmentââ
âI donât need everything perfect. In fact, Iâm usually bored by perfection. Lifeâs a hell of a lot more interesting if we take the road less traveled, yes? Wasnât it a Vermont man
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