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was not until the sixth recitation that he noticed the mention of the ‘Witch’s homunculus’.
    ‘What’s a homunculus, for Christ’s sake?’
    ‘A foetus,’ Moey said.
    ‘A baby,’ Claire said. ‘It means a baby.’
    ‘The Witch doesn’t have a baby.’
    ‘Felicity does,’ Claire said. ‘You both made your début the same night.’
    ‘Jeez,’ said Wally. ‘Hope it looks like Bill.’ He winked at Moey. ‘Hope it doesn’t look like you.’
    ‘It’s a boy,’ Claire said.
    ‘How is it?’ he asked Moey. ‘Who does he look like?’
    ‘He’s got very intelligent eyes.’
    Wally registered the tone. They were like actors talking about a performance they hated. They would never call another actor a ringhard. They’d say, oh, I loved your business with the tea towel.
    ‘What does he look like?’ he asked Claire Chen.
    Claire fiddled with her big silver death’s-head rings and told him Flick’s baby was
amazing.
    Wally stared at her with his still grey eyes until she said it was time for her to go and lock up the theatre, and Moey said he’d better walk with her across the park. When they said goodbye they looked mournful and depressed. They gave the review to Wally – just a scrap of paper – but it was the first time he and I were linked together. I found it among his papers when we were leaving Efica, just before his death. It was folded inside his driver’s licence – as dry and fragile as something from a flower press.
    At one o’clock in the morning Wally was alone in Casualty waiting for the results of his X-ray. He knew something was very wrong with me. His arm was throbbing. His leap now seemed no more than a vulgar joke, a raspberry in the face of fate. There was something wrong and he knew he had to be with my maman.
    He tried to go to her. They would not let him. In Saarlim you could have walked right out the door, but this was Efica – more humane, more bureaucratic – there were forms to sign, the forms were missing, and thus it was nearly three in the morning when he walked out the door, with his unset arm held in a Lasto-net, and that was how he was – with that knobby white material on his arm and that slight ammonia smell-when he first held me.
    The lights were all out except an Anglepoise on the floor beside the bed. Felicity was asleep on her back in a long white T-shirt, her hair spread out on the pillow, snoring ever so softly, and Tristan Smith was placed between her legs.
    Wally approached me with his neck craned, squinting, his lips compressed in a pale grimace.
    He saw – loose-skinned puppy – marsupial not ready to leave its mother’s pouch – skin folds, wide staring eyes.
    ‘You poor guy,’ he whispered. ‘You poor little guy.’
    Felicity, in her sleep, put her hand across her mouth and moaned.
    ‘Flick?’
    Her lips were dry and cracked. She made a small whistling snore.
    Wally leaned over and managed to scoop me up with his good arm. He held me against his shirt, one-handed.
    ‘It’s OK,’ he said. ‘I’m here now.’
    He sat on the edge of the bed. Felicity listened to him. She heard him sniffling.
    ‘They mean well, mo-rikiki,’ * Wally said, ‘but they don’t know anything.’ He held my puppy-skin against his old veined face.
    Felicity began to sob. Wally knelt on the bed and, jerkily, panicking, tried to return me to my resting place.
    ‘No, no,’ she said. ‘Hold him, hold him.’
    ‘I’m really sorry.’
    ‘Hold his head, hold his head.’
    ‘Flick … I’m sorry.’
    ‘No, no.’ She was rubbing her running nose with the sleeve of her T-shirt, but her whole beautiful face was wrung like a rag.
    ‘I’m just an ignorant old violiniste. I should shut my mouth.’
    ‘They rose to it, they really did. I was proud of them.’
    ‘I’m putting him in his crib. He’ll be happier there.’
    ‘Do you know about babies, Wally?’
    ‘Oh Flick,’ Wally said, as he laid me on my back in the crib and tucked a sheet around me as smooth