happen. The Scavengers surrounded the place and justâ phoomf . It went up like a match. Nan lost her head. Went hurtling straight back toward the barn. I went after her . . . after that, I donât remember much. I thought she was on fire . . . and then I remember I woke up in a ditch, and it was raining . . . and then you found us. . . .â
âShit, shit, shit.â Each time Dani says the word, she toes up another spray of dirt.
âYouâre not helping,â Raven snaps.
Tack rubs his forehead and sighs. âTheyâve cleared out of the area,â he says. âThatâs a break for us. Weâll just have to hope we donât cross paths.â
âHow many were there?â Pike asks Coral. She shakes her head. âFive? Seven? A dozen? Come on. You have to give us something toââ
âI want to know why,â Alex interjects. Even though he speaks softly, everyone instantly gets quiet and listens. I used to love that about him: the way he can take command of a situation without raising his voice, the ease and confidence he has always radiated.
Now I am supposed to feel nothing, so I focus on the fact that Julian is behind me, only inches away; I focus on the fact that Alexâs and Coralâs knees are touching, and he doesnât draw away or seem to mind at all.
â Why the attack? Why burn the barn down? It doesnât make sense.â Alex shakes his head. âWe all know the Scavengers are out to loot and rob, not ravage. This wasnât theftâit was massacre.â
âThe Scavengers are working with the DFA,â Julian says. He glosses fluidly over the words, although they must be difficult for him. The DFA was his fatherâs organization, his familyâs lifework, and up until Julian and I were thrown together only a few short weeks ago, it was Julianâs lifework as well.
âExactly.â Alex stands up. Even though he and Julian are once again speaking off each other, call-and-response, he refuses to look in our direction. He keeps his eyes on Raven and Tack. âItâs not about survival for them anymore, is it? Itâs about payday. The stakes are higher and the goals are different.â
No one contradicts him. Everyone knows he is right. The Scavengers never cared about the cure. They came into the Wilds because they didnât belong inâor were pushed out ofânormal society. They came with no allegiance or affiliation, no sense of honor or ideals. And although they were always ruthless, their attacks used to serve a purposeâthey pillaged and robbed, took supplies and weapons, and didnât mind killing in the process.
But murder with no meaning and no gain . . .
That is very different. That is contract killing.
âTheyâre picking us off.â Raven speaks slowly, as though the idea is just occurring to her. She turns to Julian. âTheyâre going to hunt us down likeâlike animals. Is that it?â
Now everyone looks at himâsome curiously, some with resentment.
âI donât know.â He stutters very lightly over the words. Then: âThey canât afford to let us live.â
âNow can I say shit ?â Dani asks sarcastically.
âBut if the DFA and the regulators are using the Scavengers to kill us, itâs proof that the resistance has power,â I protest. âThey see us as a threat. Thatâs a good thing.â
For years, the Invalids living in the Wilds were actually protected by the government, whose official position was that the disease, amor deliria nervosa , had been wiped out during the blitz, and all the infected people eradicated. Love was no more. To recognize that Invalid communities existed would have been an admission of failure.
But now the propaganda canât hold. The resistance has become too large and too visible. They canât ignore us any longer, or pretend