the law isnât meant for people like us. It was meant for the poor, and all those immigrants, people who arenât able to handle their alcohol like we are.â
âSo then why does it have to apply to me?â Not that I ever would drink alcohol myself. I couldnât stand the smell. It reminded me too much of Grannyâs cough tonic.
âIt applies to you because youâre an Eton. You have to set a good example. You might think weâre old-fashioned, but your mother and I know about college hijinks, so weâve allowed for some latitude in our expectations. But I know I speak forboth of us when I say we consider this incident beyond the pale. Do you understand what Iâm saying?â
âYouâre saying . . . I should do as you say.â
âExactly.â
âAnd not as you do.â
Mother and Father exchanged a glance. Father cleared his throat. âYouâve grown up living a sheltered life, so we know this can be difficult to understand. Itâs a bit complicated, the way Prohibition works, but trust us when we say that as reasonable adults who practice self-discipline, we understand what weâre doing.â
âBut I donât? Is that what youâre saying?â I didnât mean to be testy, and honestly, I didnât care, but it didnât seem quite fair. I folded my napkin and put it on the table beside my plate. Then I stood.
Mother held out her hand as I walked by.
I put mine into it, and she drew me toward her, putting her other hand to my cheek. As I bent, she kissed me, squeezing my hand before letting it drop. âWe just donât want you to fall in with the wrong element.â
âI wonât.â At least I didnât plan on it, and I donât think anyone would quite consider Irene the wrong element, and even if she was, I wasnât falling in with her. I ought to have just left without saying anything else, but considering the circumstances, I didnât have much choice. âAbout the closet . . . ?â
That warm, rather maternal look in my motherâs eyes sharpened with suspicion. âYes?â
âWhen the grape juice exploded, you might say it got on most everything.â
Her brow rose. âAnd by that you mean?â
âThe grape juice was really quite dark colored, and most of my spring and summer clothes were rather light colored and . . .â Iâd done it again. Iâd managed to extinguish every bit of lingering affection and replace it with disappointment and despair.
âOh, Ellis.â
I started my summer off the next day at church, helping the Missionary Aid Society prepare some barrels to be shipped to a church in Manchuria. Mostly it involved sorting through huge piles of clothing that had been collected in spring and separating out girlsâ clothing from boysâ and menâs from womenâs.
It made me wish I had some money of my own to donate, but Iâd used it all on dresses and movies and ice cream sodas. And even if I hadnât, I would have been saving it for a train ticket to Hollywood.
Much of the clothing appeared to have been pulled from trunks in which theyâd been stored for ten or twenty years along with camphor and tobacco snuff. It made me want to pinch my nose. I held up a dress. âDonât you think . . . ?â It was so old-fashioned.
My mother looked over at me. âWhat did you say, Ellis?â
âItâs just that . . . I wondered . . . are these clothes for the missionaries or the Manchurians?â
âI donât know. Why? Does it matter?â
I turned the dress round so she could see the high-collared, ruffled front yoke of it. âIt might if those missionaries read Ladiesâ Home Journal .â
âI should think people who donât have very much would be happy with whatever theyâre given.â
Maybe. I folded it up and
Aki Kamozawa, H. Alexander Talbot
Louis - Sackett's 16 L'amour