able to afford one anyway.â Sylvia put Madeleine in her baby swing. âSo, whatâs your plan?â
Louise drank some wine, hoping that it would stop the frantic thoughts taking over her mind. âI donât have one. I donât want to move across the country again just to get a job in a public library.â
âWeâre staying. Jake and I talked about it in case this happened. Our families are here. Besides, itâs not worth moving for a library position, even if I can get one. Heâll apply for jobs. If he gets something really good, maybe weâll move then.â
âThat makes sense.â Louise finished her wine and pushed the glass away. She wished she had such an easy solution to her problems or even just a husband to talk them over with. She shook her head. Sheâd had a husband and heâd been no good at discussing anything. Arguing was more his style. She didnât need a man. She needed a job.
âSo hereâs my idea. My sister-in-law told me about two openings in the same library. We could work together. At least for a while. If we hate it, we can always quit. But itâd be something. A little money coming in. Theyâre so desperate, they practically hired me when I called to ask about the job. And theyâd let us start after Christmas break.â
âWhat is it?â
âAlligator Bayou Parish Library.â
âHe hit me. Max hit me!â Jimmy yelled.
Max was calmly playing with the toy car. He didnât even seem to realize that Jimmy was upset.
Louise squatted down in front of him. âDid you hit Jimmy?â
He nodded.
Louise closed her eyes for a moment. This couldnât be happening. She couldnât deal with losing her job and Max hitting again all at the same time. She took a deep breath. âWe donât hit people. Tell Jimmy youâre sorry.â
âIâm sorry, Jimmy.â
Jimmy grabbed a Mr. Potato Head and ripped off its arms.
Louise walked back to the kitchen area. She couldnât decide which was worseâthat Max had relapsed or that Sylvia had just suggested that they work at the pathetic rural library. âDid you eat too many of the special jelly beans? Alligator Bayou?â
âThey need two librarians at their main branch. It wouldnât be that bad. Itâs twenty-five miles, but weâd be going against traffic. Most people live out there and work in Saint Jude.â
âIâm not worried about the traffic. Iâve been to the libraryâif you can call it that.â Louise sat back down at the table and rested her head in her hands.
âThatâs right. Your library project. Howâs that going?â
âItâs not. But I can tell you that Alligator Bayou is three trees away from nowhere.â
âDo you have any better ideas?â Sylvia drained her wineglass.
âNo. I donât. But the library building looks like the Department of Motor Vehicles with a few extra bookshelves, the librarians are glorified file clerks, and the director has short-man complex.â
âI donât care,â Sylvia said. âI want to keep this house. We donât have much savings. Dumb, I know. But we kept thinking weâd start socking some away and then we had kids and bought this house and . . . you know. If I donât get a job, we lose it.â
Louise exhaled, but the tension in her body remained. âYeah, Iâd probably lose mine too.â
âIf we hate the place, we can find something else. It wonât be forever.â
âOkay, fine.â
âGood. Do you want to make dinner? Thereâs a premade pizza crust in there. Jake should be home in a few minutes.â
Louise waved this off. Even though Sylvia didnât do much more than heat chicken nuggets and frozen pizza, she had a professional stove, a massive refrigerator, and a large kitchen island with a wooden top that was basically a huge cutting