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her under her wing. She banned her from setting foot in the kitchen and enrolled her in an embroidery school run by someone she knew. “You have to have a trade, child, it’s the only way to be free.” Free: there was a word that resonated in Ghizlane’s ears. It struck a chord, it consoled her. Yes, she would learn a trade and be free, vindicating the faith placed in her. She realized how lucky she was to have a grandmother like Mi-Lalla, who treated her so kindly, who fussed over her and spoke to her gently, who gave her the gold ring she’d been given by her own mother. She made her promise never to part with it. “You’ll give it to yourown daughter one day!” she’d concluded. Ghizlane turned as red as a tomato.
    Mi-Lalla belonged to what passed for aristocracy in Douar Scouila. The widow of a soldier who’d been killed in Indochina, she received a monthly pension, which, converted into dirhams, amounted to a tidy sum. And since she hadn’t stopped working and didn’t spend much, she’d managed to build up a decent nest egg. No one knew where she had stashed her money; her house, which was built of concrete, had been visited many times by burglars. One day she found her garden completely dug up, since the thieves believed she had buried her savings there. It was a waste of effort. Mi-Lalla’s fortune lay in a safe place known only to herself and God. Fuad used to say he’d rather not find out, or it would be too tempting. That made Ghizlane laugh. She’d reply that he had many faults, but stealing wasn’t one of them. And anyway, she was going to ask Grandma’s permission to start making cakes, as she used to do, and he could sell them at the souk. That way, he wouldn’t have to ask anyone for money. Now that he’d given up sniffing glue and had gone back to soccer, he didn’t have as many needs.
    Mi-Lalla’s work, as unpopular here as anywhere else, made her a lot of enemies. She was a representative of the law. Since men weren’t allowed to enter people’s homes to make spot inventories of goods before theywere confiscated, it fell to mature women to do the job. It was a painful duty and the grandmother performed it reluctantly. She felt for these people who were about to have everything taken away because they were unable to pay their debts. Even after thirty years in the job, she still had scruples. Sometimes she’d send a messenger to warn her victims she’d be coming the next day. That way, they had time to move their most precious things during the night: their radio, television set, wool-filled mattresses . . . Even so, people avoided her like the plague. She was never invited to anyone’s home, for fear she’d suddenly ask them to account for their furniture. People were too unkind, because Mi-Lalla had a big heart. It was true that she made her living from other people’s misfortune, but it was a job, like any other. Gravediggers do the same, but they’re still decent, honest people. I should know. As for me, I loved her as if she were a member of my family. She’d adopted me too, since I often came to play with her grandchildren. I called her Grandma like they did. She could see I was crazy about Ghizlane and it amused her. Coming across us sitting in a corner, she whispered: “One day, I’ll marry the two of you.” But before that, we had to behave ourselves. “Don’t get up to any mischief, I’m watching you!” she called out, laughing.
    Some temporary arrangements endure. The few weeks that Ghizlane and Fuad were meant to stay with Mi-Lalla turned into months, then into years. Halima came to see them less and less and they were none the worse for it. Her children avoided her. They’d be out when they knew she was coming. Soon the visits were limited to holidays and then they stopped for good. No one suffered too much, except perhaps Ghizlane, a little.