intelligent, empathetic and funny. Not to mention he set my panties on fire. When had the cute guy from high school grown into a drop-dead gorgeous man? And while I had always liked my brother’s best friend, it was our bonding over the past four weeks since I’d started my dates at Big Ben’s that made me appreciate just how wonderful JT really was. I sat up slowly and gingerly swung my legs over the side of the bed, hoisting myself into a standing position. The throbbing in my head was now a dull ache. Quite manageable; and likely much better than I deserved. I switched the showerhead onto massage mode and reveled in the hot water pounding on my neck and shoulders, erasing the remnants of my headache. Sunshine streamed into my bedroom, warming my exposed skin as I gazed out the window. It was going to be a perfect day. I couldn’t be happier for Derek. He deserved it and Mother Nature apparently agreed. It would be a casual affair so I threw on a pair of dark wash jeans and clingy cowl neck sweater. The mid-length sleeves were perfect for the late spring weather and the shade of light blue contrasted nicely with my dark brown hair, which lay straight down to nearly the middle of my back. “My, don’t you look pretty this morning,” Grannie said from her seat at the kitchen table, her coffee cup perched at her lips. A delicate snort shook her shoulders. “I’m glad to see you decided to join us for the party after all. I heard you had a rough date last night.” “No joke,” I chuckled on my way to grab a cup of coffee. I could afford a few minutes of caffeine with my favorite grandmother. “Boogers, farts, and video games don’t score high on my list of ‘must haves’ for my future spouse.” “It’s not a total waste of time.” A knowing smile crept over her face as she gazed at me over her coffee cup. “You’re learning what you do and don’t like in a partner. Kind of makes you appreciate someone special when you meet them. You want a man who is considerate and caring but also knows how to make you laugh and has a backbone and a brain when he needs it. Someone who makes you smile on the inside every time you think of him.” “Yes,” I reflected. “That’s true. Do you know anyone who meets those criteria, Grannie? So I can stop with these awful dates and get right down to business?” “It doesn’t matter who I know or what I think.” She pushed a small piece of paper in front of me. “Do you know anyone who meets those criteria? You need to follow your own heart and I think it has a sturdy compass to point you in the right direction. The real question is—will you follow it?” I opened the piece of paper. Justin Theodore Murphy—Party List. Yes. My compass was directing me due North towards JT. And I had every intention of following it even if the path there might be an uphill battle full of treacherous rocks and potholes. God help me. Those were the words of a man desperately fighting against his own feelings…a man fighting an inner battle of wills. I only wished I knew exactly what barriers JT saw to our relationship to give me a chance of breaking them down. “I made a grocery list for you,” Grannie said. “So you won’t forget any of the important ingredients.” I stood up and leaned in to kiss Grannie on the cheek. “I’m on it.” After dropping off the groceries back at the house I walked over to JT’s with Jared. My tummy was humming with the excitement of a swarm of bees in a hive. How would JT react to seeing me this morning? I bit the inside of my lip to contain the sudden giggle threatening to erupt when I recalled our playful banter. Jared would expect an explanation for my mirth and I wasn’t able to put together a coherent thought at the moment. A fresh display of spring flowers around the trees and along the path to the front door greeted us when we arrived. JT hadn’t planted flowers in a very long time. Five years to be exact. It was an expense