have a family to go back to anymore.â He pauses. âGuess you donât either. Iâm beingâ¦insensitive.â
The words sting with bitterness. Is he thinking about what happened to Mama? Or his parents? I sit on the edge of the bed and lay our clasped hands on my lap. âYeah, you are a little. At least your parents are still alive.â
âTrueâ¦â The distance widens between us. Heâs lying right next to me, but our emotional connection has been severed, like heâs built a wall blocking me from getting too close. I donât like it. I wonât let him cut me off.
I squeeze his hand. âActually, this once-upon-a-time orphan has gotten more offers than she can use.â
Curiosity reestablishes our connection. âWhat does that mean?â
I lower my voice so it doesnât carry into the hallway. âIâll tell you the whole story later, but mostly it means Iâm gonna be selfish. I had about enough of being ordered around while in the mental ward. Mama never paid too much attention to me, and Iâm used to taking care of myself. I donât need a babysitter.â
âThen youâre going home?â His hand tightens.
âYeah.â I ignore the obvious question. How will I handle living in the house where Mama was murdered? Well, seeing as how the spirits of Mama and Uncle Gaston are waiting for me to return, Iâll do just fine. My familyâs untraditional but still intact. âIâll stay with Bessie for a day or two. I need to go to the college to talk about my financial aid. Oh, no. With your parents out of the picture, how will you pay for school?â
âI think Iâll skip out on this semester. I wonât be welcomed on campus after what happened. People will blame me like they did in jail. Besides, my football scholarshipâs gone with my depth perception.â
My stomach clenches as my gaze immediately goes to his damaged eye. Iâve avoided looking at it, but without the eye patch, the damage is clearly visible. I stomp hard on the guilt. Sympathy wonât do him any good. âPoor baby, welcome to Malaâs world. Iâve dealt with people spreading rumors about me my whole life. Iâm sure there will be even more now. Iâve survived. So will you.â
âI a-a-almost didnât. I wouldâve died if not for you.â He squeezes my hand.
Is he talking about â âOh, my God. You remember?â
âYeah, getting stabbed and smothered leaves a lasting impression.â Sweat breaks out across his forehead, and a moan rips through him. His grip tightens. âIâll never forget dying and seeing you screaming for me to come back. The burning cloud. The painâ¦â His body convulses. The hand holding mine jerks upward, and I fall across his chest.
âLandry? Landry, whatâs wrong?â I lay my palm across his forehead. âYouâre burning with fever.â
âIâm cold.â His teeth chatter. The spasm turns into a full-body shiver.
âHang on. Iâll call the nurse to come give you some meds.â I push up, but he wonât let me go. Heâs panting, unable to slow his breathing. A blood circle encases the dilated pupil of his swollen eye. âLet me go, Landry.â I press my hand against his chest. The flesh beneath my palm ripples like millions of worms are wiggling beneath his skin.
âIt wonât stop.â
âWhat wonât stop, Landry?â
âThe snake in the darkness crawled inside me. Itâs burrowing deeper.â The handcuff around his right wrist keeps him bound despite his struggle to break free. âGet it out of me, Mala. Please.â
âCalm down. Youâre gonna hurt yourself.â Heâs totally lost it. Nothing I say stops him from trying to get out of bed. Blood runs down his wrist from where the metal cuts into his skin.
I run to the door and throw it open.
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