think of something. She always did. She was competent. Resourceful.
âJess and Elliot? They shouldnât have to see you like this. What did you tell them?â
âThat I was attacked by a drunk on the subway.â
Elizabeth shook her head.
âAnd Oscar?â she said eventually. âHe was happy to send you in to work like that?â
Hazel didnât answer straight away.
âNo. No, he wasnât. In fact, he wasnât happy about me going in at all.â
âIâll bet he wasnât,â spat Elizabeth. âDamned sure, Iâll bet he wasnât.â
Hazel gritted her teeth, desperately trying to stay in command of the tears that wanted to come.
âI canât show him how upset I am.â Her voice came out all quavery and sticking in her throat.
Elizabeth looked at her. Stern. Somber faced.
âAnd how is Oscar now?â She twisted the paper napkin into an ever tighter screw.
âWorried,â answered Hazel. âNot mad anymore. Just worried, you know.â
âWorried . . .â repeated Elizabeth. âWorried,â she said again, and this time Hazel could see the curl of her lip.
Usually, she appreciated Elizabethâs advice, her forthright nature, but today she just wanted her to listen, not to scrabble about for a solution. Hazel would find one in her own time. She stretched her arms behind her head, lifting the weight of her hair to cool the back of her neck. The dead heat and stickiness of the day were oppressive. The air-conditioning in the diner needed to be turned up.
âOkay, then.â Elizabeth pursed her lips. âIf youâre not going to the authorities, I think you should at least go to counseling.â
Hazel fidgeted with her rings, twisting her large solitaire diamond round and round.
âMaybe. Weâll see . . . yeah, Iâll think about it.â
âGood.â Elizabeth squeezed out a small smile.
âAnd now tell me, howâs the man in
your
life?â Hazel asked, tired of being the focus of the conversation.
âHeâs doing just great, thanks. Way busier since he became VP.â A genuine smile this time.
âIâve got to hand it to you, Elizabethâyou lucked out there. Zack is one of the good guys.â
Mouth full, Elizabeth nodded her agreement.
Hazel steered the conversation away from herself by inquiring about Zackâs publishing company and what was happening with the big conglomerates. As she spoke, little thought bubbles were floating about her head. Much as it pained her to admit it, perhaps Oscar was right. Maybe she should have stayed in that world, but it was all a bit late for regrets now. Sheâd burned her bridges there.
âYouâre looking good, Elizabeth. Toned.â
The capped sleeve of Elizabethâs printed jersey dress showed lithe arms that had seen a workout.
âStill hanginâ in there. Still going to the dance studio. I miss the fun we had.â She looked up from her pancake. âYou didnât need to leave, you know.â
âLetâs not go there, Elizabeth,â Hazel said with a grimace. âAncient history.â
âIâm only saying . . .â
âWell, donât.â
For the remainder of the conversation, they chatted about Zack and Elizabethâs new apartment on the Upper East Side, steering away from anything contentious.
âYours?â asked Elizabeth, as they got up to leave.
Sheâd spotted something on the floor between Hazelâs chair and the booth behind.
âGood Lord, how did that get there?â Hazel could have sworn sheâd put the journal back in her bag before Elizabeth had arrived. Elizabeth was bending down to pick up the leather-bound book with its gold lettering.
âStill keeping a journal after all these years?â Elizabeth looked amused.
âTherapy, Elizabeth. Therapy after a crazy day up at the zoo. It
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