You put the photos of Mum all over the house; I make you work on Fridays.
To my delight, Papa agrees, and I generously offer to work out the schedule for everyone.
âPhone me when you need the lift home,â he says when he drops me off. Itâs only as heâs driving away that I remember: my cell phone is broken.
After my math lesson, I collect the two books I reserved and spend lunch in the library, printing diagrams from the Internet and googling theorems to research. When my computer slot is up, I tuck the pages and myself away in a corner. Then I take Greyâs diary out of my book bag, and look up the entry for Midsummerâs Eve again.
Iâm going to read about last summer. Iâm going to blow my heart away. My sandwich leaves crumbs on the pageâI wish I were eating Kartoffelsalat , not Cheddar on stale white slicedâand I brush them off, flipping ahead a day, a week, a fortnight later, to:
*R.
DRUNK ON PEONIES. CLOUDS OF THEM EXPLODING ALL OVER THE GARDEN.
GOTTIE IS IN LOVE.
I choke on my sandwich. Grey knew?
This time, I feel the wormhole before I see it, a tingling in the air. The sound of the universe expanding. Hauling myself up, I hold on to the shelves as I limp along the aisle, searching the spines. Latimer, Lee, LâEngle. When I pull A Wrinkle in Time from the shelf, I catch a glimpse of television fuzz and smell salt before Iâ
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Jason is waiting when I come out of the sea.
Itâs sunny, and his eyes are the same blue as the sky. This bit of the beach is empty. Only locals come this far down the sands, and anyway, itâs Monday.
âYo, Margot,â he says when I sit down next to him. âYouâre welcome, by the way.â
âHuh?â I put my head on one side and try to shake the water from my ears.
âI watched your stuff for you,â he clarifies with a sweeping gesture. âI mean, you might not worry about thieves, butâ¦â
My âstuffâ is a biography of Margaret Hamilton (the scientist, not the witch). A towel. A pile of clothes. The key to my bike lock. Itâs sweet, though.
âItâs Holksea,â I point out. â Iâm the most dangerous person here.â
He laughs and says, âYou are dangerous. That bikini is criminal.â
I donât know how to reply to that. Itâs the same one Iâve always worn, but the boobs in it are brand-new, arriving by overnight express a couple of months ago. Sofâs been trying to educate me about the difference between a B cup and a balconette ever since.
The easiest response is to kiss him ⦠The sun hot on my skin and the sea a distant sparkle as I close my eyes and we lean into each other. My lips are salty, my face wet and cold, our mouths warm. It makes me want to crawl all over him. But after a second, Jason pulls away.
âListen,â he whispers, smoothing my wet hair back up into its topknot. âMaybe we shouldnât do this here ⦠Someone might see.â
âLike who? Holkseaâs notorious criminal underworld?â
Jason smiles, then sighs, then stretches flat out on the sand. Iâm never sure if Iâve done something wrong; his moods come and go like the tide.
âHey.â I lean over him, put my face close to his, try to kiss him again.
âNed would get all chaperoney,â he murmurs. âYouâre younger than me. Heâd keep an eye on us at every party, make sure weâre never alone.â
Iâm pretty sure Sof would disapprove if I told her about me and Jason: heâs two years older. Heâs in a band. Iâve never had a boyfriend, and Jason isnât exactly training wheels. Sheâd definitely disapprove if I told her about this conversation. Which is why Iâm not going to.
Even though schoolâs finished and our choices are narrowingâweâve already had letters about collegeâstrangely, oppositely, I
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