you.â
She could see him trying to figure out the relationship.
âMy ex-husband, Scott, rents an apartment in my house.â
He thought that over and then raised an eyebrow. âThatâs a unique arrangement.â
âI know it is. And itâs not always easy.â She wondered how much to tell him. The gossip mill at St. Joeâs was formidable, and she hadnât really confided in anyone except Leslie. She found herself wanting to talk to Tony, though. Somehow she knew she could trust him to keep her confidences private.
âWhen Scott and I first separated, I realized I wouldnât be able to see Eliza every day, or be part of her life the way I had been, and it broke my heart,â she began.
He nodded and waited.
âI could see that it was affecting her, as well. She started having nightmares and trouble getting to sleep.â
âYour ex never remarried?â
âNope.â Kate shook her head. It was something sheâd wondered about after the split. Although Scott had dated from time to time, nothing permanent had developed. She surmised that the women were simply smarter than sheâd been, and could see that he wasnât prime relationship material.
âThe thing is,â she explained, âhaving Scott and Eliza living in the same house keeps her in mylife. We married when she was a tiny baby. Iâm the only mother sheâs ever known.â
He thought about that. âYou donât think youâll have other children?â
She shook her head and heard herself say in a level tone, âI canât have kids.â
âIâm sorry.â His deep voice was gentle. âFor a woman who so obviously enjoys children, thatâs too bad.â
Again, he surprised her. Sheâd thought he might say, as so many others had done, Oh well, you can always adopt.
And of course it was true, she could. She had, in a sense, with Eliza. But Tony seemed to understand that not being able to grow a child in her own body had nothing to do with adopting. The two were separate, just as she supposed the love parents felt for their children differed from one child to the next. Not more, not less. Just different.
âYour ex is a fortunate fellow to have you mothering Eliza,â Tony continued. âIâm a single father, and I know how tough it is to raise a daughter by yourself. Iâm lucky because I have a large family around, and now my motherâs living with us. But before that happened I went through a series of housekeepers.â
âYour mother adores McKensy.â Whatever else Dorothy was, sheâd come across as a doting grandmother.
âIâm grateful to her for being there when I canâtbe.â Tony raised an eyebrow and a small smile came and went. âYou met my mother, Georgia said.â
Kate nodded.
âThen you understand why it isnât always easy to explain to McKensy that Momâs attitudes arenât the ones I want her to copy. You must have noticed my mother can be difficult to be around.â
His openness surprised and touched her. It was hard to know how far to go with this, though. âDorothy seems to be quite angry,â Kate ventured tactfully. âI wonder if sheâd agree to some counseling? It canât be easy for her to feel that way all the time.â
âCounselingâs crossed my mind several times, but sheâd never go. Besides, what good would more talking do?â He blew out an exasperated breath. âMom already wears everyone out with talking.â
âItâs a difficult step to take.â Something in her was relieved to know that Tony could view his mother in an impartial, albeit loving, manner. His brother Wilson didnât seem to see her clearly at all. âIt canât be comfortable for her, feeling such strong negative emotions all the time.â
âWhat worries me is that McKensy will pick up some of her
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