at him,â she said, her mouth full of tuna sandwich.
âHe walked right past you.â
âI didnât notice. I was a little busy at the time.â
âBusy yelling at Nikki.â
âThatâs right. What of it? She took my sister out for no reason, you know. Nikki deserved what she got.â
The smell of tuna was turning my stomach. âYour âinnocentâ sister was bullying sixth-grade girls for their lunch money.â
âWhat the hell do you know? Scram. Unless you want to give the kid a medal, I didnât see nothinâ.â
I approached a bunch of other kids that I recognized from the scene of the crime, but like an English teacher in a room full of cheaters, I kept getting the same story.Nobody saw anything. All of them had friends or relatives that Nikki had taken out; none of them wanted to help bring down the kid who got her. I was about to give up when the bell rang, taking the decision out of my hands. I packed up my half-eaten lunch, grabbed my books, and headed for Algebra.
As I was walking, a kid caught up to me and kept pace. His name was Steven Beckett. I knew him from class. He looked like he had something on his mind.
âHey, Matt.â
âSteve.â
âYou got a minute?â
âMaybe. Class is starting in five.â
âI know. I sit two rows behind you.â
âRight. Can you talk while we walk?â
âYeah,â he said, then stopped walking. His mind and his mouth seemed to be on different tracks. I stopped, too. It seemed important.
âWhatâs going on, Steve?â
âI saw who did Nikki.â
Before I could say anything, he spoke again.
âWell, I didnât see him. I heard him. As he passed by.â
âWhat did you hear?â
He paused. âNikki took out my brother, you know,â he said. His shoulders sagged.
âYeah, I know.â
Stevenâs brother Jeff was scum. There was no way to sugarcoat it. He was one of those bullies who had a hard time believing Vinny could put him out of business. Vinny let him know that he could. Jeff pushed; Vinny and Nikki pushed back harder.
âHe had it coming,â Steve said. âHe was no good.â
âI know that, too.â
âHe used to beat on me. A lot. He even had a nickname for me: Sissy Boy. He called me that all the time, even at school.â A single tear rolled down his cheek. âDo you know what itâs like, to be humiliated every day and not be able to do anything about it?â he asked. I didnât answer. I had no idea.
âAt first, after Nikki took him out, I wanted to thank her, give her a hug, not that I could get close to her. She had done to Jeff what I had always dreamed of doing.â
I nodded. This had been on his mind for a long time.
âJeff was like a different person afterward: quiet, watchful, nervous. He wouldnât speak unless spoken to. He jumped at every little sound. It was like living with afrightened animal. As much as I didnât like him before, I liked him even less after. And things didnât change when he got to high school. If anything, they got worse.â
âIf youâre withholding info in service to your brother,â I said, âjust realize he would never do the same for you. He doesnât deserve your pity.â
âYou think I donât know that?â he cried out. âBut you donât see him every day, the way he looks ⦠the way he acts.â He shuddered. âI donât know if I can tell you what I know and look at my brother every day ⦠knowing that I helped get justice for Nikki after what she did to him.â
The bell rang. He tried to look at me, but closed his eyes instead. He knew heâd be ashamed of either decision he made.
âI heard a voice,â he said. âSmall, high-pitched, and weasely.â
âFemale?â
âNo, male. Definitely. I couldâve imitated it for you
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