Vinny will know first, and then heâll get to the kid, like he gets to everything else in this school. Like he got to you.â
I was sick of being reminded of how I sold out to Vinny. I grabbed Jenny and pulled her close. âListen, sister. You want the trigger, you work that out with Vinny. Iâm sure he wouldnât mind sharing a piece of him. Me? I donât care what happens to him. How could I with all you sharks after him? If I had any conscience left, I wouldnât find him at all, because if I think about it too hard, thatâs the only chance this kidâs got.â I let go of her. She looked at me like she wanted to scratch her initials into my face. Then her anger broke, and her regular, innocent expression came back.
âIâm sorry,â she said, âI was up all night with Nicole, and I guess Iâm a little edgy.â
âYeah, you and me both.â
She paused. âIâm not a shark. The only reason I want to know is because Nicole is my sister. I donât want to ⦠you know â¦â
âPut the hit kid in the Outs? He may end up there anyway, no matter what you want or donât want.â
Jenny nodded slowly then tried to smile, but her mouth wouldnât let her. She clutched her notebook tighter, as if it gave her comfort. âI donât want him to go ⦠there. Iâll admit that the other day I did ⦠but not now. If someone were to put him there now, I would feel horrible.â
âWhy?â
âBecause I wanted it! I wished for it!â
âSo what? Wishes hardly ever come true,â I said. Without any warning, my dadâs face popped into my head, as if to prove my point. I pushed him out as quickly as I could and tried to focus on the task at hand, but my expression must have given me away.
âAre you okay, Matt?â Despite what Jenny was going through, she was still concerned for me. My opinion of her rose a few notches.
âIâm fine. Listen, when you wished for that, you were upset. Your sister was just put in the Outs. Give yourself a break.â
She nodded as if she agreed with me, but I could tell by her expression that if the hit kid ended up in the Outs, she would always feel a little responsible.
I noticed for the first time that she was wearing a light blue cardigan; it made her eyes look bluer than a cloudless October sky. My initial evaluation of her looks wasnât quite accurate. She was more than just cute; she was beautiful, with a much softer touch than her sister.
âJust so you know,â I said, âVinny hired me to get this.â I took the surfer girl out of my pocket. âBut only if your sister was willing to give it up.â
She gasped a little. âMay I ⦠hold it?â I put the figurine in her outstretched hand. âNicole never let me touch it,â she said, her voice tinged with a mixture of awe and bitterness. âShe used to say that it only had so much good luck and she needed every drop. Kind of funny that she got hit as soon as she handed it to you.â
âYeah. What were you two arguing about, right before she got hit?â
âVinny had come up to me at my locker that morning, to welcome me to school,â Jenny said, still focusing on the surfer girl. âHe was different than I expected.â
âYouâd never met him before?â
âNo. My sister wouldnât let me. If you didnât alreadyknow, Nicole is a bit of a control freak.â Jenny handed the surfer girl back to me. âWhen she realized she couldnât stop Vinny from talking to me, she exploded.â
âYou looked like the one doing the exploding.â
Her eyes were watchful. âNicole exploded all right, just quietly.â
âYou stormed off. Whyâd you come back?â
âHonestly? To yell at her some more. I donât like people telling me what to do. When I saw her on the ground, at first I
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