pounding on the front door. He pulled on a pair of shorts, stumbled down the front stairs, and opened the door to find a sinewy woman in cargo pants and a yellow T-shirt carrying a bucket and sponge. She smiled primly as she entered, pretending not to notice Nathanâs bed head, and in return Nathan pretended not to notice that sheâd nearly beaten the door off its frame.
âYou called Monday saying,â she looked down at her clipboard, âEleanor Broderick wanted a bath this morning.â
Nathan noticed the nurseâs badge clipped to the womanâs pocket, nodded, and said, âThatâs right.â Back home, Ralph had told him that Ellen employed a nursing service in Cleveland to help her bathe, so Nathan had scanned the local yellow pages to find someone to do the same for her here.
After introducing the nurse to Ellen, he guided them upstairs to the bathroom, then told them heâd be back in half an hour. The sky was athreatening concrete slab, but Nathan wanted a little exercise, so he decided to walk the quarter-mile to Gilmanâs grocery. Since the weather would likely keep them from the club, Nathan picked up a few videos and another two-liter bottle of soda. On his way out, he glanced over at the people trickling in and out of the post office.
There was no urgent reason to check the mail that morning, except that Nathan was hoping for another letter from Sophie. It was possible, after all, that after mailing her last letter sheâd been stricken with regret and self-doubt. Maybe her new, knuckle-dragging boyfriend had come over afterward and compelled her to wonderâas Nathan didâwhy sheâd ever started dating him. Later that night, she might have cried and pulled out her pink stationery to write a new letter. A letter asking Nathan to love her again and pleading with him to return.
That was the welcome missive that could be waiting in Ellenâs post office box. Except that it wasnât. And Nathan knew it wasnât. And going over there to find the box empty except for Pizza Hut and grocery coupons would only plunge him deeper into his current gloom.
Unless, of course, the letter was there.
Nathan ambled across the street, assuring himself that he was only going to check the box for Ellenâs mail. Heâd been neglectful of this part of his job and now he was going to be more conscientious. An attractive, freckle-faced young woman smiled at Nathan as he opened the post office door, and he felt a surge of optimism about finding a letter from Sophie. Then he got himself under control. He forced himself to confront the fact that no letter from her would be there, and when he opened the box, finding it barren, he was for the most part prepared for the hollow tightening inside him.
Â
R ain spat against Nathanâs face. A few women chirped happily on the front porch of Gilmanâs, and a handsome thirtysomething couple, huddled beneath an umbrella, seemed amused by the weather and laughingly wished Nathan a good morning. Nathan nodded almost imperceptibly. He debated whether it was worth the trouble of setting down his bagof groceries to unzip the hood of his windbreaker and prevent the rain from dripping down the back of his neck. But he did not stop. The windy rain lashed against his eyes while, behind him, a carâs tires hissed against the wet pavement.
âYou want a ride?â said a man, speaking through a narrow opening in the window of his rusty station wagon. Squinting to see through the rain, Nathan could make out a wide, big-boned face that took him a moment to recognize. Instead of a pastoral robe, Eldwin was wearing an army green sweater, and although Nathan hesitated, fearful of being trapped in a dully pious conversation, he accepted the offer and trudged to the other side of the car.
âIâm probably getting your seat a little wet,â Nathan said, arranging his bag of groceries on top of the heap of old mail
Javier Marías
M.J. Scott
Jo Beverley
Hannah Howell
Dawn Pendleton
Erik Branz
Bernard Evslin
Shelley Munro
Richard A. Knaak
Chuck Driskell