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whispered as he drove down the block. “We’ll be right there.” He glanced over at me and handed me the phone. “Jenesis, fix your mascara. I know how much you love your mascara.” He said with a nervous smirk.
    I pulled down the mirror in the car and tried to wipe the mascara that was scattered under my eyes and ran down my cheeks. We pulled up to Dr. Logan’s building and the doorman walked up to the car. He recognized me.
    “Jenesis?” he said warmly. I nodded my head. “I’ll take the car sir. Just park it there and someone will put it in the garage.” He said warmly. “Annmarie is waiting for you.” He escorted me out of the car as Michael parked in front of the building and then got out.
    “Thank you.” I said.
    “Should I wait here?” Michael asked as he approached me. I could tell he felt uncomfortable, something was bothering him.  He looked around the lobby of the building cautiously as he placed his hands in his front pockets of his jeans.
    “No, I’d like you to come.” I grabbed his hand and we went into the elevator. “Michael, I need you to understand. This feeling is taking over my life. I don’t think we can run away from this, anymore.” I said softly.
    “We’re not running. You’re running…from him .” He slid his hands into his front pockets again and looked towards the floor aimlessly.
    “Yes…it’s true, but we both need help.” He shook his head.
    “I don’t know if I can do this Jenesis.” The elevator doors opened and he hesitated to get in.
    “Michael, don’t do this. Don’t do this to me, to us . Now is not the time to hurt me all over again. I can’t deal with it.” He stared deep into my eyes contemplating whether or not to enter the elevator. I turned my back and walked in. I felt his presence behind me.  I was relieved and at the same time I was frightened. I knew this session would open up a world of hurt we both did not want to encounter, but we needed to face all of our fears… together.
    We walked towards the door and Dr. Logan appeared at the doorway.
    “Hey…Jenesis, are you alright?” She reached out to grab my hand and I held it tightly.
    “Annmarie.” Michael said in a low voice.
    “Hey, it’s so good to see you.” I whispered.  I proceeded to walk into her office. The receptionist chair was empty.
    “Where’s the girl that usually sits there.” I asked about the rude red lipped hussy that usually sat at the front desk.
    “She killed herself last night.” She looked over at the chair and lowered her eyes to the floor.  I gasped then covered my mouth with my hand as she sat on the couch near the window. “That’s why I was here in the office. I got the phone call last night. I’m never here this early. You were lucky that I was here.” She shook her head in disbelief. “We were trying to figure out why she killed herself. I let the other girls go early. They were crying so much. I couldn’t bear to look at them anymore.” She shed a tear then wiped her tear with her fingers.
    “Did she leave a note? I mean, that’s what people usually do, right?” I asked puzzled. Then I thought, that what such a stupid thing to say.
    “No…she didn’t.” she kept her back towards us and then said, “She…she just turned twenty-two. She was just a kid.” Michael glanced over at me and shook his head.
    “I’m sorry for your loss. Are you sure she killed herself?” Michael asked sympathetically.
    “She jumped from the rooftop last night. We were able to keep the media away from this one.” she turned and looked at us both. “Please, Michael, sit.”
    Michael sat next to me and reached for my hand. I held it tightly and smiled at him.
    “Jenesis, I know you don’t want to hear this, but you have to talk about what happened to you, you know, between you and Dave” She said adamantly.
    “I know.” I whispered.
    “Jenesis, this is part of your therapy. You can’t hide from Dave. He’ll always be here if you allow him to