money.â
It was a little-known truth about the job: If you were committed to itâsteady and reliable in reporting for work but fast and heedless on the streetâyou could outearn some of the young suits you sped past on the street.
I stood up and walked over to the window, looking down at the traffic. âYouâre doing all this for Teaserâs memory?â
âYeah,â she said. âI know it may not seem like thereâs much of a connection to you, but
la raza
can be a small community. And Teaser was one of mine. The sucias are for the sucias. You know how it works.â
âI know,â I said.
âNo you donât, not really,â Serena said. âYou ought to get you some
familia
, someone whoâll never not back you up.â
Iâd never told her about CJ. The two of them had been the bright and dark of my old life. They didnât mix.
âBut donât worry about the money,â she said. âTimes are good right now.â
I didnât believe her. Iâd seen the truth of Serenaâs glamorous gangster life in the faded brown shag rug of her rented house and the twenty-year-old sedan under her carport.
But then she added, âYou know, your pay wouldnât have to be all in cash. I could open up the drugstore for you.â
Her gang brothers in Trece dealt coke; Serena had her pharmacy heists. Cocaine meant speed for the street, and Xanax and Ambien were peace for the evenings, when memories of West Point and Wilshire Boulevard troubled me most. Serena was smart. She once told me that drugs were money in places money couldnât go. Clearly she hadnât forgotten that. I hadnât used since Iâd left L.A., but now the prospect was tempting to me where mere cash wouldnât have been.
I ran my hand through my hair. âIâm not saying yes right away, but let me think about it,â I said. âIâll have to look at a map and figure out how many days thisâll take, then Iâll give you an estimate on what itâll cost. Iâd want to be sure the expenses were really covered.â
âThey will be,â she said. âWhatever you need.â
âI just mean this trip is going to take the time it takes,â I said. âIâm not going to drive way over the speed limit, or push myself until I could get tired and make an error in judgment. I canât be reckless on the road. You know why.â
âYeah,â Serena said. âI know.â
What we were both remembering was the reason I left L.A.
five
If you keep up with the entertainment news at all, youâve probably heard of a man named Lucius âLukeâ Marsellus. He ran maybe the second-biggest gangsta rap label in America. Or, if you were an LAPD cop doing gang suppression in South Central about fifteen years ago, you knew him for different reasons. I could say that people who knew Marsellus when he was a teenager knew him âbefore he was famous,â but that wasnât quite accurate. He just had a different kind of notoriety back then. There are different words for itâ
made guy, OG, veterano
âbut most gang members reach that status young. When youâre liable to be dead by twenty-one, you have to. Luke Marsellus was ganged-up by the time he was ten and a hood celebrity by fifteen.
At that age, Marsellus had become the right-hand man to a dealer named J. G. Deauville, a man whoâd climbed the distribution chain from street-corner dealer to having two dozen guys working for him. And Marsellus was constantly by his side, his protection and enforcer. His shadow: tall, silent, feared. The extent of his crimes in Deauvilleâs service still isnât known: The gang unit never made anything stick to him.
His boss wasnât so fortunate. Deauville taught Marsellus a lot, but perhaps the most important lesson was this: Luck always runs out. He taught his lieutenant that the hard way: After years
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