been supposed to spend two weeks at the Bainbridge Island Arts Camp, where some friends of mine from school were going, but I never got around to filling out the application, and Mom must have forgotten, too. Every week Dad was promising weâd go away for a few days to Cape Flattery, where some rich Seattle businessman had a place on the ocean, but (somehow I knew this) Dad was embarrassed to accept an invitation without his wife; how could he explain his wifeâs absence, unless Krista could be talked into joining her family. (I overheard certain phone calls. I wasnât eavesdropping, but I overheard.)But so many people wanted Reid Pierson to stay with them at their beautiful summer places, how could he choose? And it was baseball season. And Maria was fired (by Dad, for no reason we ever learned), so another woman had to be hired. And Samantha came down with summer bronchitis. And that was June.
SIX
cape flattery: july 4
âWe can have a good time, Franky, canât we? Even if Mom isnât with us?â
For Fourth of July Dad finally drove us out to Cape Flattery, which is about as far west and north on the Olympic Peninsula as you can get. We were excited! It was the first outing weâd had with our father in a long time. The Blountsâ lodge, as it was called, was six miles south of the Cape, built on a high, rocky bluff overlooking the white-capped greenish waves of the Pacific Ocean. Weâd be going sailing and whale watching, Dad promised. The Blounts had three children, two boys and a girl, so weâd have someone to ârelate to.â
Thereâd been the possibility of Mom joining us for the long weekend. At least, that was what Dad hinted. Except on the morning we left for Cape Flattery, Dad told us thereâd been a sudden change of plans. âShe changed her mind, girls. She just called and said she wasnât coming.â Samantha cried, âWhy? Why isnât Mom coming?â and Dad said, shrugging, âSweetie, youâll have to ask her.â
Later Dad said, in a voice meant to be forgiving, âLike I said, girls, sheâs in her own zone now. âSkagit Harbor.ââ
Each time Dad spoke of Mom, his words seemed to take on newer and more mysterious meanings.
(First they swear to you thereâs ânobody else.â Then, later, you learn that not only is there âsomebody else,â itâs this âsomebody elseâ whoâs the reason for the weird behavior: quarreling, crying, shoving-around, falling-down-drunk stuff that makes you ashamed you even know these people, let alone theyâre your parents. And sure, thereâs a divorce. And it drags on,and on. And it never ends, because itâs inside you, too. And you carry it with you wherever you go, like a turtle with a crooked shell.
(This is what friends of mine have said. Girls at Forrester whose parents went through divorce. Iâd hear, and Iâd think, But not the Piersons. Weâre special .)
Samanthaâs bruise bracelet was mostly faded now. You had to know what it was to notice it. On the drive to Cape Flattery, Samantha in the front seat of the car with Dad while I sat in the back, sprawled out, reading and scribbling in my diary, Iâd see Samantha examine her wrist now and then, lifting her slender arm to the light.
Since Dad had disciplined her, Samantha was better behaved in his presence. I guess I was, too.
When we got to the Blountsâ lodge, it was midafternoon. Dad had trouble locating the property, it was set back so far from the road in a dense evergreen forest. Heâd been telling us about the Blounts, who were strong supporters of his and loyal friends.Mr. Blount was a multimillionaire, and he was locally famous for his generous donations to civic causes and charities. As a distinguished alum of the U. of Washington heâd endowed athletic scholarships for both men and women, including, just last year, a scholarship in
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