battered machines. Up and down the street were lines of take-away shops and coffee bars, each with their group of silent card playersâGreek, Turkish, Lebanese.
Outside a video game parlour was a group of husky boys, wearing sleeveless black T-shirts, on their backs in white letters âThe Young Turksâ. Carl walked past them.
âHey, mister. Got a smoke?â
âAh, yeah, sure.â
He fumbled his cigarettes out. They all took one, grinning.
âThanks, mate. We got a light!â
He crossed the road feeling their eyes on his back.
Shit! Itâs getting like New York round hereâwhy arenât they at school? Oh yeah, holidays. I know where theyâll be tonight. The Marquee. That Laurieâs a prick but he sure knows how to deal with shit like that. I must stop riding home from work on my bikeâIâll get thumped one night. Imagine if they got me in one of those dark streetsâJesus.
Carl, who had been bullied unmercifully at school, was deeply fearful of any sort of physical confrontation. He became paralysed and incoherent. He remembered being beaten to the ground and kicked by boys just like these. He looked back at them. Red, impotent thoughts of vengeance flickered through his mind. Ah, forget itâthe only way you could deal with pricks like that is with a fucking Magnum. Iâll just have to get outâbut how? At least that house is cheap.
He turned into his street. He thought it looked worse than ever. The dusty ti-trees drooped in the hot dirty air and he saw with irritation that the rubbish hadnât been collected again. Split green plastic bags lay spilling on the kerbs.
His uncleâs car wasnât thereâtoo late. As he opened the front door, he could hear Mahler again. This time it was the Sixth. It sounded so bombastic and tasteless after the Charlie Parker tape. He could hear his mother singing along, a high tuneless keening which put his teeth on edge.
She was sitting in his lounge room wearing a tweed skirt, twin set and pearls.
Pearls! They looked real too.
He looked at them with proprietary interest. A thunderous chord came from the stereo.
âReally, Mother, do you have to play that garbage? Turn it down for Godâs sake.â
âOh, there you are dear. Why? Donât you like my beautiful Mahler? Youâve always loved good music. I hope that club isnât spoiling your ear.â
âYeah, well, Mother, maybe thatâs a good reason for leaving. I donât like that place much anyway.â
âNow Carl, I would be very unhappy if you left. Why canât you see if you can stay in a job for a reasonable time?â
âNow look here, Mother!â
âNow, dear, that isnât what I wanted to talk to you about. Your Uncle John has just left and weâve finished drawing up my will. Do sit down dear, and stop fidgeting. You do want to hear, donât you?â
âYeah, I guess so.â
âWell now,â she said, smiling at him, âyou are to get all my pennies and half my bits and pieces, but one thing. You are not to sell them. You do promise me, donât you, Carl? And thatâs another thing. Iâd really like you to change your name back to Charles as your father and I called you. I canât think why you changed it in the first place.â
âBecause, Mother, I didnât like everyone calling me Charlie. Christ! Thatâs twenty years ago!â
âWell, dear, I think itâs little enough to ask. I remember your father was very unhappy about it at the time. But never mind that for now. Arenât you pleased? Youâll be quite well off.â
âYeah, of course. Yeah, I am. Listen, did you get some lunch?â
She wasnât listening.
âI feel a little tired. I think Iâll lie down this afternoon. Why donât you go outside? Itâs a beautiful day, and your back garden needs such a lot of work.â
âGee, Mother. I
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