get Robert back? And get rid of Lydia without explaining this to Robert why I continued spending time with Sebastian. I hadn't thought this one out. Not in the least.
By the time we were done with our coffee he had some place to be and I had to get home and wash off all the shame. I had to figure out how to get rid of Lydia. I wasn’t going to be able to get Robert back if he had a shiny toy to play with. Besides, I wouldn't mind seeing her with her toy taken away from her as well.
Figuring out how exactly to get rid of Lydia would be the hard part. I looked over at Sebastian as he threw away our cups and offered an arm for me to hold as we walked back to my apartment building. I just might have the hardest time convincing Sebastian that there were better fish in the sea for him. Though he was handsome, if I ever wanted to get Robert back I couldn't see Sebastian anymore. But for now we had a deal, even if it was blackmail.
Sebastian promised to call and I promised I would, even though I wasn’t sure I wanted to, answer. He placed a gentle kiss on my hand, then he left and I scrubbed my hand for fifteen minutes in the shower. Because for a moment, I had enjoyed his lips on my hand.
CHAPTER NINE - Sebastian
This day wasn’t going the way I wanted. I had postponed as long as I possibly could. I sent a team to track down Lydia after she had escaped from my car trunk and literally walked right up to me to rub it in my face. The team had to wait until that idiot Robert had been distracted to return her to my trunk. If she was smart Lydia would have run for her life. I had no idea what the Queen would do.
I pulled the car into the drive and decided I might as well use the front door. I’m getting ready to present Lydia on a silver platter to the Queen. I wanted to let her go. I still had the urge. I could hear her pounding on the inside of the trunk lid. I couldn't trust her to sit in the car with me. I loved her but I wasn't an idiot. I saw the look in her eyes before I knocked her out. She would have torn me to shreds to get to Prussia. It made no sense to me why she hated Prussia so much. One second she's playing nice and toying with Prussia's loser boyfriend and the next she's gone bat shit crazy trying to end her.
The door to the front of the castle opened. It was cast in shadows and I couldn't really see in. Apparently, I was expected. That or Charlie wanted me to get out of the car so it wasn't in the way. The sun was past noon. My coffee date with Prussia had taken longer than I expected. I couldn't miss my date with Prussia. I had to choose. So I had left Lydia locked in the trunk and that’s when she had escaped. She wasn't happy. I could hear her seething anger in each swear word she shouted from the trunk. I put my sunglasses on and got out of the car, taking a few quick steps to the trunk. Lydia banged on the lid from inside the trunk.
"Let me out of here you fucking bastard," Lydia screamed.
As far as screams go, I had never heard her angrier. Great. I would get clawed again. Just what I needed. I banged on the lid.
"Shut your mouth or I'll let you rot in there," I told her.
She went quiet. I was stalling, trying to think of a way to get Lydia to behave half decent so that the Queen would spare her, show her some mercy. Maybe she would just send her to ground for a decade or two. That was a harsh punishment. No one would think it too lenient. Even for disobeying the Queen. And they say after the first couple of years it's not so bad. It's just the first few years that drive you absolutely mad.
"Let me out of here right now and I won't tell the Queen that you got in the way of me killing Prussia!" she yelled at me in a calmer voice but still angry.
I couldn't help myself. I let out a laugh. Here she’s trying to pull a con on me, a lie that could end me. I thought back to her look, those dead-set determined eyes that were prepared to go through