tree?â
âA tree? You mean a Christmas tree? Of course we are.â
âWhen?â
âWhen would you like to get it?â
âWhat day is it?â
âItâs Sunday.â
âNo, the date.â
âOh, itâs December fourth.â
âIn two weeks, I think. Momma and I, we would always go and cut down a tree in the middle of December, so we could have the tree decorated for a while. You remember I told you that at Thanksgiving? I like to see it all lit up, with that shiny stuff.â
âYou mean tinsel?â
âI donât think so.â She paused, mused on the word. âNo, thatâs not it.â
âIcicles?â
âYes, yes, the shiny strings!â she said. âI love how they look on the tree, but they sure do make a mess of the floor when you take the tree down.â
âI call that messy stuff tinsel.â
âWhy are they called two different things?â
âI donât know. Sometimes the same thing has the same meaning, but has two words to describe it. I pointed to the near-empty mugs between us. âHot chocolate is the same thing as hot cocoa.â
âThatâs weird,â she said.
âYes, it is. At least we agree on calling our drink hot chocolate.â
She was unconvinced still. âNow Iâm not sure what to call them. Icicles or . . . tinsel. You and Momma used different names. So that makes them different traditions.â
Okay, how to handle this one? I gave it some thought, Janey just staring up at me as if I had magic answers floating above me, ready for the picking at the right moment. Parenting didnât work that way. âIf you think about it, Janey, even though they go by two different names, ultimately itâs the same thing, creating the same result. Tinsel or icicles by any other name would still produce a beautiful, glistening Christmas tree.â
She thought about that. âGood one, Brian.â
Phew.
âSo, can we? You know, get the tree?â
âOf course, consider it done,â I told her.
âHuh? Why should we pretend itâs done? Whereâs the fun in that? Chopping the tree down is almost my favoritist part.â
âItâs going to take me a little while to get used to all your traditions, Janey.â
âI can help.â
âOh yeah? How?â
âFollow me.â
She left her room and padded down to the end of the hall, where she opened the door that led to the attic. Trailing behind her, I flicked on the lights to guide our way. It was cold up here, but Janey seemed impervious to it, so determined now in her mission that nothing could stop her. Amidst the sea of memorabilia that contained the Sullivan family historyâand before them, the history of the defunct Van Diver family, who had built the farmhouse and the windmillâwere several cardboard boxes marked X-MAS in handwriting I recognized as Annieâs. Even deep in the attic, where the past came alive, we felt her presence.
As I pulled the boxes from the tight corner, Janey tore off the tops, revealing a burst of decorations, lights, shiny balls, and other trinkets that would be set on the fireplace mantel or on the walls or upon the doors. There was also an envelope marked P ICTURES , and when I opened it I discovered they were photographs of a Christmas past. Annie in her bathrobe, Janey in hers, the two of them surrounded by gifts and boxes and discarded wrapping paper. Janey squealed in delight when she saw them, telling me these were from last year, she knew, because thatâs when she had gotten the sled, the one we had been using today.
âSee the sled in the background of that photo . . . I remember, because last Christmas there was no snow and so I couldnât use it that day. I was bummed,â she said. âI guess Momma never had time to put these in a photo album. Look, thereâs one of Cynthia and Bradley, they came over last year, I
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