and Ab came.
He rolled off, and the mattress gave one last exhausted whoosh.
“Dad?”
It was Beno, who certainly should have been in school. The bed-room door was halfway open. Never, Leda thought, in an ecstasy of humiliation, never had she known a moment to match this. Bright new pains leapt through her viscera like tribes of antelope.
“Dad,” Beno insisted. “Are you asleep?”
“I would be if you’d shut up and let me.”
“There’s someone on the phone downstairs, from the hospital. That Juan. He said it’s urgent, and to wake you if we had to.”
“Tell Martinez to fuck himself.”
“He said” Beno went on, in a tone of martyred patience that was a good replica of his mother’s, “it didn’t make any difference what you said and that once he explained it to you you’d thank him. That’s what he said.”
“Did he say what it was about?”
“Some guy they’re looking for. Bob Someone.”
“I don’t know who they want, and in any case…” Then it began to dawn: the possibility; the awful, impossible lightning bolt he’d known he would never escape. “Bobbi Newman, was that the name of the guy they’re looking for?”
“Yeah. Can I come in?”
“Yes, yes.” Ab swept the damp sheet over Leda’s body, which hadn’t stirred since he’d got off. He pulled his pants on. “Who took the call, Beno?”
“Williken did.” Beno stepped into the bedroom. He had sensed the importance of the message he’d been given and he was determined to milk it for a maximum of suspense. It was as though he knew what was at stake.
“Listen, run downstairs and tell Williken to hold Juan on the line until… ” One of his shoes was missing.
“He left, Dad. I told him you couldn’t be interrupted. He seemed sort of angry and he said he wished you wouldn’t give people his number anymore.”
“Shit on Williken then.”
His shoe was way the hell under the bed. How had he …?
“What was the message he gave you exactly? Did they say who’s looking for this Newman fellow?”
“Williken wrote it down, but I can’t read his writing. Margy it looks like.”
That was it then, the end of the world. Somehow Admissions had made a mistake in slotting Bobbi Newman for a routine cremation. She had a policy with Macy’s.
And if Ab didn’t get back the body he’d sold to White … “Oh Jesus,” he whispered to the dust under the bed.
“Anyhow you’re supposed to call them right back. But Williken says not from his phone ‘cause he’s gone out.”
There might be time, barely and with the best luck. White hadn’t left the morgue till after 3 a.m. It was still short of noon. He’d buy the body back, even if it meant paying White something extra for his disappointment. After all, in the long run White needed him as much as he needed White.
“Bye, Dad,” Beno said, without raising his voice, though by then Ab was already out in the hall and down one landing.
Beno walked over to the foot of the bed. His mother still hadn’t moved a muscle. He’d been watching her the whole time and it was as though she were dead. She was always like that after his father had fucked her, but usually not for such a long time. At school they said that fucking was supposed to be very healthful but somehow it never seemed to do her much good. He touched the sole of her right foot. It was soft and pink, like the foot of a baby, because she never walked anywhere.
Leda pulled her foot away. She opened her eyes.
White’s establishment was way the hell downtown, around the corner from the Democratic National Convention (formerly, Pier 19) which was to the world of contemporary pleasure what Radio City Music Hall had been to the world of entertainment—the largest, the mildest, and the most amazing. Ab, being a born New Yorker, had never stepped through the glowing neon vulva (seventy feet high and forty feet wide, a landmark) of the entrance. For those like Ab who refused to be grossed out by the conscious
He rolled off, and the mattress gave one last exhausted whoosh.
“Dad?”
It was Beno, who certainly should have been in school. The bed-room door was halfway open. Never, Leda thought, in an ecstasy of humiliation, never had she known a moment to match this. Bright new pains leapt through her viscera like tribes of antelope.
“Dad,” Beno insisted. “Are you asleep?”
“I would be if you’d shut up and let me.”
“There’s someone on the phone downstairs, from the hospital. That Juan. He said it’s urgent, and to wake you if we had to.”
“Tell Martinez to fuck himself.”
“He said” Beno went on, in a tone of martyred patience that was a good replica of his mother’s, “it didn’t make any difference what you said and that once he explained it to you you’d thank him. That’s what he said.”
“Did he say what it was about?”
“Some guy they’re looking for. Bob Someone.”
“I don’t know who they want, and in any case…” Then it began to dawn: the possibility; the awful, impossible lightning bolt he’d known he would never escape. “Bobbi Newman, was that the name of the guy they’re looking for?”
“Yeah. Can I come in?”
“Yes, yes.” Ab swept the damp sheet over Leda’s body, which hadn’t stirred since he’d got off. He pulled his pants on. “Who took the call, Beno?”
“Williken did.” Beno stepped into the bedroom. He had sensed the importance of the message he’d been given and he was determined to milk it for a maximum of suspense. It was as though he knew what was at stake.
“Listen, run downstairs and tell Williken to hold Juan on the line until… ” One of his shoes was missing.
“He left, Dad. I told him you couldn’t be interrupted. He seemed sort of angry and he said he wished you wouldn’t give people his number anymore.”
“Shit on Williken then.”
His shoe was way the hell under the bed. How had he …?
“What was the message he gave you exactly? Did they say who’s looking for this Newman fellow?”
“Williken wrote it down, but I can’t read his writing. Margy it looks like.”
That was it then, the end of the world. Somehow Admissions had made a mistake in slotting Bobbi Newman for a routine cremation. She had a policy with Macy’s.
And if Ab didn’t get back the body he’d sold to White … “Oh Jesus,” he whispered to the dust under the bed.
“Anyhow you’re supposed to call them right back. But Williken says not from his phone ‘cause he’s gone out.”
There might be time, barely and with the best luck. White hadn’t left the morgue till after 3 a.m. It was still short of noon. He’d buy the body back, even if it meant paying White something extra for his disappointment. After all, in the long run White needed him as much as he needed White.
“Bye, Dad,” Beno said, without raising his voice, though by then Ab was already out in the hall and down one landing.
Beno walked over to the foot of the bed. His mother still hadn’t moved a muscle. He’d been watching her the whole time and it was as though she were dead. She was always like that after his father had fucked her, but usually not for such a long time. At school they said that fucking was supposed to be very healthful but somehow it never seemed to do her much good. He touched the sole of her right foot. It was soft and pink, like the foot of a baby, because she never walked anywhere.
Leda pulled her foot away. She opened her eyes.
White’s establishment was way the hell downtown, around the corner from the Democratic National Convention (formerly, Pier 19) which was to the world of contemporary pleasure what Radio City Music Hall had been to the world of entertainment—the largest, the mildest, and the most amazing. Ab, being a born New Yorker, had never stepped through the glowing neon vulva (seventy feet high and forty feet wide, a landmark) of the entrance. For those like Ab who refused to be grossed out by the conscious
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