devastated. Then his posh parents arrived at the resort, looked down their noses at my mother, questioned the legality of my parentsâ marriageâit was totally legit, by the wayâand paid her to forget she was ever married and to never make a claim on them. They even tried to bar her from the funeral back in England.â Her voice rose with indignation.
âYou sound angry,â he said. But what her fatherâs parents had done was something his parents had done when he and his brother were younger. They would have paid any amount of money to rid the family of an unsuitable woman. Someone who might reflect badly on the throne. A commoner. Someone like Gemma.
His parentsâ actions had slammed home the fact that marriage for a Montovian prince had nothing to do with love or passion. It was about tradition and duty and strategic alliance. When he had discovered the deep hypocrisy of his parentsâ relationship, his cynicism about the institution of marriageâor at least how it existed in Montoviaâhad been born.
That cynicism had only been reinforced by his brotherâs marriage to the daughter of a duke. The castle had trumpeted it as a âlove matchâ. Indeed, Carl had been grateful to have found such a pretty, vivacious bride as Sylvie. Only after the splendid wedding in the cathedral had she revealed her true selfâvenal and avaricious and greedy for the wealth and status that came with being a Montovian princess. Sheâd cared more for extravagant jewellery than she had for his brother.
Consequently, Tristan had avoided marriage and any attempts to get him to the altar.
He schooled his face to appear neutral, not to give Gemma any indication of what he was thinking. Her flushed face made it very clear that she would not be sympathetic to those kind of regal machinations.
âYouâre darn right. I get angry on behalf of my poor motherâyoung and grieving,â she said. âShe wanted to throw the money in their faces, but she was carrying me. She swallowed her pride and took the moneyâfor my sake. I was born in London, then she brought me home to Sydney. She said her biggest revenge for their treatment of her was that they never knew they had a grandchild.â
Tristan frowned. He was part of a royal family with a lineage that stretched back hundreds of years. Blood meant everything. âHow did you feel about that?â
Gemma toyed with the remainder of the grapes. He noticed her hands were nicked with little scars and her nails were cut short and unpolished. There were risks in everythingâeven cooking.
âOf course, Iâve always felt curious about my English family,â she said. âI look nothing like my mother or her side of the family. When I was having disagreements with my stepfather, Iâd dream of running away to find my other family. I know who they are. But out of loyalty to my mother Iâve never made any attempt to contact my Clifford relatives.â
âSo your name is really Gemma Clifford?â
She shook her head. âMy stepfather adopted me. Legally I bear his name. And thatâs okay. For all his faults, he gave me a home and supported me.â
âUntil you went to university in Newcastle?â
âWhatever his other faults, heâs not mean. He kept on paying me an allowance. But I wanted to be independentâfree of him and of having to pretend to be someone I was not simply to please him. I talked my way into a part-time kitchen handâs job at the best restaurant in the area. As luck would have it, the head chef was an incredibly talented young guy. He became a culinary superstar in Europe in the years that followed. Somehow he saw talent in me and offered me an apprenticeship as a chef. I didnât hesitate to ditch my degree and acceptâmuch to my parentsâ horror. But it was what I really wanted to do.â
âHave you ever regretted it?â
âNot